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vendi Dec 2017
You know everything that is there to come upon you,
which you are to accept without looking for an escape.
Destiny does sound creepy, scary and pathological, like a curse
on my veins. I don’t want my life to be decided now and
for all that is there to have, to fetch, enjoy, loose and regret
of not trying to be everything at the same time.

To be a bird flying free and aimless looking for a spot with
enough sunlight and a few branches to hold on to.
Why do you need your ambitions if the song does not go along
with your tune? Why do you need to impress everyone around
with something you pretend may matter for someone one day?
vendi Dec 2017
to be on my own
against the wall
behind the current
outside of the stream
inside of me
alone in my loneliness
abandoned and free
to live out of this world.

it is fresh and inspiring to be oneself.
one morning you wake up and don’t regret
to be here and now
alive and breathing
aware of your own body
on your own will.
vendi Dec 2017
buried under a mountain of excuses
piling up from the ground
of the simple confession
to oneself. For the truth is there
shining though the ******* of the fake
pretence and the shameful glory
of the common mind trapped in the game.

Being someone I am not is not a choice or a profession.
I would not volunteer to die without ever being born.
vendi Nov 2017
what you did not say
everything you forgot to mention
and are silent about.

My endless ambition to see you again
and I learn to forget how you hurt me
every single time we meet.

My last good-bye got stuck in transmission.
I am waving hello but you would not look
down below what you deem to be the sky.

— The End —