For I know now that I must just let her go.....but how do I do this I don't know
....For She was and still is the love of my life
I want to let her know I will be here and if she ever needs me no matter the problem big or small.....she must get to that phone pick it up and call...no matter if it's day or night no matter what time at all
I will be there ....I will get there to help you baby in your time of need...that's how much I love you ...if I am with someone or in work or in bed cause it's 2am it don't matter I will be there..and I think you know this to be true.......all my life I waited for a girl like you ...and when I finally had you I blew it ......plain and simple I ******* it up big time.....I will spend the rest of my days remembering our time together.....and yes baby I will forever ...if I must now move on...take a deep breath and accept that you are gone...it will not be easy but this I must do
I will never look back at our time together with any regret .....and that sparkle in your eyes and that smile on your face I will NEVER forget
So my little princess sleep well every night......and remember what I tell you now and know I will be your guiding light
I will always be here and will never be far from you......
For I know when I lost you so were gone were my feelings for love .......because I know baby you were sent to me from above ....to take care of me and ease all of my pain......you did all that and so much more ......I could have fixed it all before you showed me the door..
I can't say that I won't write anymore ....but it will not be for a bit that's for sure
The last words that I say right now....I will always love you and to love someone else as I loved you I don't think I could know how
No matter what happens the love I have for you shall live in my heart and the memories in my head......and they all will stay with me till long after I am dead.

As the train rolls down the tracks
....I am so **** scared that I may slip through the cracks
Life is full of obstacles we all must overcome.....most of us......we will never make it.......is it just because are minds are shallow and we  can't adapt ? As the train goes through the tunnel....more than half will be left behind......I will not that happen to me ....if and when I get her back I will have the love of a great woman ..and a strong mind to guide me through
I feel if you have a strong will and something that you want more than anything in the world......you can and will escape that long dark tunnel....but you must work hard and be really sure what you want ........

I try to listen with my ears but the only sound I hear is that of silence......I try to see but my eyes there is no vision....in my head it makes no sense
The light of love is within my heart......but to see this you must feel it and of you it must be a part
That light that once was shining so bright has gotten a bit dim....this is why I must relight the fire in my heart deep within
I know this light of love in my heart will regain its power.......I know if we work together we can rebuild this tower
If you look deep within my heart the love light that lives inside will be bright once more and this will happen before we are knocking on heavens door...

I am always trying to win
The thing is I am living in sin  lose at cards lose in games
People always calling me names
I am in love with the only one
This is a game I must win
But I lost as soon as it begun.
My mind is racing is she really worth it
I am so afraid maybe I'll just turn and run.

The scars that our love has left on me.....the sun stopped shining and the darkness will never let me be
My heart is the most damaged and it's worse than I have feared.........unless I meet another Angel it can never be repaired
My soul is still full of emotion and love for a woman who taught me how to live......her love I lost but to find it again for I have so much more to give
Though these scars they run so deep......there are no mountains that are too steep
I have lost myself somewhere along the way.........but the sun seems a little brighter today
As I dig deep and try repair my heart and my life.......to find harmony and peace and put an end to all the strife
Back to square one.......this can begin again with the return of the sun.

I see all the memories and it hurts so ...and it makes me sad......why in the world did I treat her bad
This woman .......that her love  I hold so dear.......it burns in my heart this I will tell you right now........ so it's crystal clear
These tears that I cry and they flow only at night.........I hold them in..... till I am completely out of sight
It is all the memories that are inside of me..........I am in misery it is plain to see........There are things that no one knows......except for the lord above.......she was my first love......and she will be my last........I must break this curse that the devil did cast......I must do it now and do it fast
Now that I know it is in the cards today.....and I finally realize this is just not a game we play
These Memories and the dreams that are haunting me......they remind me that this love of ours is forever can't you see
If I keep walking the same path .....keep it simple or suffer the demons wrath
So I will gather all the memories and the dreams.....and walk not run far away from the screams
To the light I must get......soon I will be there baby so don't you fret
With my confidence as my sword and my love as my crown......I will swiftly erase all the madness that's been keeping you down
Baby as I kneel in this puddle of my tears.......I shall rise and wash away all of your fears
Until that day sweetie sleep well and keep your head up....your knight shall return and fill that cup.

Love is a weapon I dare to use.....love is a weapon and it gave me the blues
Love is a weapon that we all must choose .........love is weapon that we hate to lose

To be in love is a glorious place to be.....It is not just a feeling but a state of mind also......the good days and bad you must work on this so your love will continue to grow.....the world is a scary place but if you are with the right person it can be oh so beautiful......when your eyes capture the most beautiful smile ....and you stare into her eyes and they instantly captivate you......you will know......these are some of the things that true love brings......with no words as you look into each others eyes you will hear the birds sing.....the sweet sounds of this will remind you of that very first kiss......how you felt inside.....and slowly your heart will start to glide....so now when that full moon rises look to the stars .......and remember only true love can heal those scars.......

I got this feeling..... it is deep within my soul
I want to fall in love with you all over again and let our feelings take control
When I hear your name or see your picture
This tingling its in my body ...and I mean from head to toe
I would hold you oh so tight ....and dance with you so...so..slow
Just to feel you in my arms
Like the wind on the water it just calms....because baby our love is just so much more..

Marriott...this is local 26 we are calling you out.......after this it should leave no doubt
I really hope you read all this stuff and know it is no joke...........we are serious about all this and we are even going broke
We work our fingers to the bone for you.....I don't want to hear that all negotiations are through
We will stand together ....and we hope this don't go on forever
We are doing this because we know it is right......no matter what we will never give up this fight
As we walk these picket lines......and we carry all these signs
We yell and scream .......while we follow our dream
We look for a better way to live.....so open your pockets and get ready to give
We don't ask for much from you......so do what is right and show us your hearts are true.

The words to that song it pulls on my heartstrings.........the lyrics and the beat and I love the joy it brings
It plays over in my head the perfect words and sweetest melodies......just one word and I will be yours to please
Just choose wisely my princess.....this was made just us and it's with our love that's why it's a big success
So when you hear it play look to the stars and I will be there......our love makes the world spin and with it you will never have to fear.

Today my head is full of beautiful memories.......but my heart it aches because of the woman for which they were made.........all the health and all the wealth just for her hand I would trade
For money can not buy the love that we shared........it was straight from a fairytale I was told by the ones who cared
So it was written that it would last forever.......our souls still connected but we are not together
There are so many nights that I will never forget......not even a moment together for I have no regret
For in my dreams these nights will last......I know a terrible curse on me was cast
Every minute with her will stay with me...........
And even though I had to let her go.....inside of me her presence still glows
So from now until my last breath........the memories of her and us will live until my death
There is not but one day that does go by......that I do not think of her and us under the moonlit sky
So as the first night approaches as we all sit and wait........I look up at the moon in the sky .....and I hope and I pray that we will be reunited before I reach heavens gate.
Night after night the tears they still fall.........for I am not the strong one after all
So to my princess and her family....may the holidays be cheerful and Merry

I think of all the memories we have made and the miricle of our love.....and I will always remember .............it was sent from above

HaPpY hOlIdAyS

Ill take these memories to the grave.....yours is the only love I  want to save
I find it hard Not to think of you......but our love ill never forget you know it's true
I believe that we had the greatest love of all.......I can not think of how I let it fall
These Memories they will never fade....I let my mistakes rain on our parade.

I am like a bomb and I am ready to blow
My body I feel nothing
My mind is just a blank
I am not sure but soon it's gonna go
With my eyes I just a stare
My body shakes with fear
With these feelings I have and being all alone
As I walk around looking for my phone
When all along its in my hand
If I could only see why am I blind
How come I am running and I am going nowhere
I feel just like a man in a box
I feel so lost but I ask at what cost
Round and round I call out but no one hears now I shout and no one cares......where am I does anyone know...

the love i hold for you,,,,,,you dont even have a clue
it sends shivers down my spine........and i know always you will be mine

the tears from my eyes are real.....the words that come from my lips are true...for when i say i love you it is the way i feel
your skin is what i long to touch....the time away from you to take is just too much
i know inside you feel the same......the power of our love it is in thy name
only together will the sun continue to shine.......these feelings inside dont make me believe they are just mine

Baby you are my miricle
When I first laid my eyes upon you
I fell in love on the spot it is true
That song was made for us I do believe
Your love is something I was happy to retrieve
The way you held me I was under your spell
From that sparkle in your eyes I could tell
The way you move front to back side to side
I knew I was in for one hell of a ride
My love is strong for you
There never will be another I think that is true
Right now my life is full of sadness
And in no time it turned to madness
In the song it says my mona Lisa makes me smile
Baby that was you all the while
You are my miracle and you always will be
I love you so much I wish you could see
Nothing in this world matters to me
Not riches ..not beautiful woman there is nothing but you that matters to me
I think Of you twenty four seven
I will not wait to see you again when we go to heaven
That warmness in your soul and that beautiful smile
My heart and soul belong to you
I must make you see how much I really do
The promises I made and the dreams we had
It all will be reality so please don't be sad

When I look in the mirror deep
My face has changed and it looks like I need sleep
But as I look a little deeper I can see
My life is changing how can it be
Side by side and entwined by our hearts
With it all the truth it starts
On the wall the mirror never lies
Even when in it your face it cries
It will see right through
And it does not matter in life what you do
When in life you are in love.
Do not ask the man above
Look in the mirror at what you see
Ask yourself if you are good enough to be
Because the man in the mirror is true
He will tell you exactly what to do
If you believe what I say
Look in the mirror every day
And you will feel the words I say

Tricia, each day that goes by more and more I miss you
Not one goes by without thinking of your beauty this is true
Baby you are the only one for me
My heart it burns for your love
It means you were truly sent from above
I hope and I pray that you and I feel the same way
I know you try to block the way you feel
Your love is mine I don't have to steal.
The feelings I have are just for you
Deep inside you know it's true.
We belong together till the end of time.
Your love and beauty will for.ever be mine.

I tell you now I miss your touch
Miss your Beauty oh so much
Your eyes and smile I will always see
At night when I close my eyes
And the vision so clear like the big morning skies.

Tricia my love I need you now and forever in arms
I don't need gifts or material things
I need only the feeling that your love brings.

I miss you so much it's plain to see
That our love was meant to be.