Tim Wallace

Tim Wallace 5d

WE

These goals we seek are not out of reach....it's just our brain we shall teach
I am sure the sun will shine on us again...........search before we all begin
I do not how you all feel......but all this stuff is more than real
To hold on to what we should .......to keep these dreams and do whatever we could
Like the clouds that fill the sky.........we can not achieve these goals unless we try..

#it is God's will

Tim Wallace 5d

Dark and grey

The sky was dark and grey....to turn it blue I must kneel and prey
Another day in my head......I am just so glad I am not dead
Somedays just don't go right for me ... .these crazy thoughts swirling round in my brain...I was walking and suddenly I am on the train
Can you get my point about my life........ always spinning and full of strife
The sky has finally turned back to blue ....this time I know exactly what to do

Tim Wallace 6d

THE PATH

On this night I feel so much fear...,.the time for leaving is getting near
I say these words  built up anxiety I do feel......for now I know this all real
The devil's juice I do not need....for all it does is make my body bleed
I will grow  with courage and with another plan...with God's hand and people around me I surely can
Now I feel he has a plan for me to walk this road and it shall be long
I will take it slow and sing his song
I must be strong and stay on path .....I will count the days sober and you  can do the math

#in God's hands

Tim Wallace 7d

Breaking free

The demons grip is loosing I can finally break free....I am getting stronger I hope you can see
To walk this journey on my own this I can't do.....so I use all these tools I can to reach this goal so I will have a clue
He thought he had a good hold on me....but I can do this you will see
From now on I will stand tall. . and for me I am the only person who can make that call
Wish me luck as I leave. . ..no turning back and no looking back and there is nothing up my sleeve
With God's help I will ride this path......and no longer fear the demons wrath

#ITS A LONG ROAD

Tim Wallace 7d

Next chapter

Anxiety rising as I make it to the door.....like an eagle sitting on a branch and ready to soar
On to the next chapter on this journey to a better my life sure feels nice.... .I will take control and roll my own dice
As days go by anything I will try........I mean these words I say I will not lie
There are many bright lights and welcomed hands .....I can't wait to walk up those stairs .....the feeling I might feel will be like shooting off flares

Tim Wallace Aug 16

Out of the blue

Today as I look to sky.....I feel so good I believe I can fly
The brain so clear and free of fear.....Iam so grateful I shed a tear
The sand so soft and the sky so blue......this special feeling I must figure this out and find the next clue
Till the next time we talk ......the beach we will walk
So now when you look to the sun.....you can walk and will no longer run.

Tim Wallace Aug 15

The Knack

The road to recovery is cold and dark....in your life you could use a spark
To live it without a blur .....to speak your mind without a slur

The grass is greener when you can see it clear... .to open your eyes for once without the fear

Right now I love the way I feel....... but that bottle you must seal
Throw it away and don't look back...with the right tools you will gain that knack

# now I am free