Every word I have told you I meant
Every good moment I either had with you or I was quick to tell you
Every bad moment I'd go to you for comfort
Every smile you saw on my face was because of you
Every tear you saw roll down my face was because you kept hurting me
Everyday I think about the night that I let you go
I still remember how hurt you seemed
I lied to you telling you I no longer loved you the way I used to
You were everything to me,
I never stopped loving you.

do i love you?
oh, i’m not sure
please don’t ask
anymore.
my heart is weary
and my body needs to
rest.
gently now
take my hand
and hold me close.
do i love you?
oh, i’m not sure
but please stop asking
before i tell you
the truth
(oh, absolutely my dear.
absolutely)

A leaf that falls from its perch
meets its death as it crumbles to dust
and is consumed by the earth.

It embodies the soil and is then
consumed again...
This time by its brethren.

A mind that falls from its perch,
its pedestal, meets its doom...
In a slow, agonising descent
that does not yield any end.

It falls endless...
crashes through layers of truth,
caught in webs of the untruthful.
Stretches apart and collapses into
itself until death comes to claim,
disguised as madness.