There’s always more to give,
I swear I always find it.
Wanna leave you alone
but I can never just “never mind” it.

Too much hope.
Too much love.
I give far too much of me.
Build you a home inside my eyes,
I’ll let you live there rent-free.

Take my hope.
Take my love.
I’ll surrender to it all.
Hang me by your string;
let me go.
Watch me fall.

they always want to love Someone Like Me
they list all the qualities I've already introduced to them
and beg the universe to deliver what's already arrived

they look for me in everyone
and come back and taunt me
every time they think they've come close

but they never do

and they always wait till I'm okay
till I forget how much I would've loved to be loved
and convince me to remember moments
in the way they've rewritten them

the least they could do is leave me alone
but they just never do

and I know that someday,
I'll be somebody's "someone like me"
but I only wish I could just lose all hope
cause each one hurts a little more

but I just never do.

it always seems like the universe is testing me
to see how much I can actually take
without caring
if it's ever too much or not

there's no safe word
there's no check points

it's just the universe throwing everything at me
all at once
and I'm just always supposed to

handle it

and I always do
but

I can write when I'm happy
I swear.
I don’t need my demons around to let the words fall out,
but a little disappointment always helps.

So I guess
that’s all I keep you around for.

I always give everyone the best of me
and all they give me is whatever they have left

I’ll never be drunk enough to handle my emotions.

They will always get the best of me



and so will you.

“but I never asked you to”
and I haven’t been the same since