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450 · Mar 2015
Time heals
When I turned to the edges
You were there with your words
Filing away the sharp heart
Into something lovable

Like the ocean teases the shore
Until she becomes soft in his hands
In the end you saved
The most important part of me
446 · Sep 2015
From another planet
I often wonder
Is someone out there?
Is someone feeling the way I feel?
Hello.
You don't have to speak.
You don't have to say anything.
You have to breathe.
I have to breathe.
We can breathe together and perhaps...
A smile will come.
446 · Sep 2014
I want to fight
I want to fight against what can't be fought against
I want to wake up and fight for you even though you don't want to be saved
I want to believe somewhere within you this amazing man I met is hiding
And I want to play hide and seek until I find you
I want you to want me to find you
I want to believe you are good
Even when you are pushing me away
I want to believe that underneath your cold shoulder
Hides a warm blanket just for me
I want to believe that this ******* act is temporary
I want to believe you may love me
Even when you tell me you don't
I want to believe there is hope for you and me
And yet every night I am hopeless
444 · Sep 2014
This one is for her
You play him
You lead him on
But I know you feel threatened by me
For uttering a rude comment about me
When I walk by
It only makes me smile
Because I know you know
I never made him cry
I only made him smile
And I have never broken him
The way you did so many times
He came to me and said "I want to die"
Three minutes later he was laughing
I made him forget how you hurt him
Because I am the band aid to his pain
And if I can never be more than that
I will be content with healing the wounds you inflict
For as long as he'll have me but I know
You are threatened because I am the better choice
I am honest and trustworthy and I would never hurt him
And though he cannot see
How good to him I'd be
Because your hands are holding his face
In fear he'll turn around and see me
I swear I will stand here for as long as needed
Until your hands get cramps
And your face crumbles to reveal the person you are
Your fingers will fall and he'll turn around
I will be here to see him move away from you
And closer to me
And I will trap him with my smile
441 · Sep 2015
Block out
I have taught myself how to block Lonely out
But sometimes it crawls in anyway and destroys me from within.
440 · Mar 2015
Wind
The moment you let go is painful
It's whispering to the wind
"Take those memories with you
Travel far and let them fly away".
The beauty in all this pain is that,
After some time,
You smile.
438 · Nov 2016
Winged
My heart disappears in the breeze, too light to stand still in my ribcage. I let it soar.
The rain peeks at us and retracts.
437 · Feb 2015
Trigger warning
"Someone punctured your skin five years ago, and you are still bleeding."

"I tried to cover the wound with words, with tears, with time, with my own two hands… nothing was ever enough."
436 · Feb 2016
"Us"
I have always wanted to say
We are leaving
Thanks for inviting us

But there is just me
I am alone
Don't leave me

There is no us.
433 · May 2016
More than words
The music is innocent
But the words are powerful
In a parallel universe I hold your hand
All night and that's all right
Our linked bodies clear the nightmares away
All night and that's all right
An armor formed of two bodies strong together
All night and that's all right
In an instant I surrender to the warmth and the calm
All night and that's all right
Your grip is tight, mine is tighter
All night long we dream along
I live in a world of incertitude
Where your hand might disappear
When my eyes open up and I blink the dream away
The shape of your body cuddled along mine
Blinks in and out of focus
The fear spears me and I dissolve in a puddle of terror
Liquid tear and phantom limbs
The ghost of who I was
Still broken by a boy
Magician stealer of hearts
Stealer of dignity
You said you had no dignity left, I did not know you would steal mine
430 · Oct 2014
Christmas present
The wind is cold and the spirits are high
In my tiny heart lies a little spark
Dark thorns surround heavy trunks
The colourful bulbs flash on and off
And light up the crazy smile I wear
When you're around

You are like a christmas present
I want to open you up wide
And see what you hide
Unravel the wrapping paper
Crush it in my fists, it doesn't matter
I want to know who you are

Inside
429 · Oct 2014
Breaking an entering
I did not need to look at you to know I
Was in trouble I
Could smell trouble from miles away I
Knew you were going to turn everything
On its head
My lucky penny
Heads, you're mine
Tails, you break me
You did not need an invitation to pass
The threshold
My house didn't have a lock to keep you
From breaking and entering
And boy, did you break.
Sat on a chair, made yourself comfortable
Waited for me to drop my guard and let you in
Completely in.
You ruined me.
428 · Sep 2014
Young gen
We are the young generation
The change of the world
The better part of Humans
The ones with new ideas and a vision of the future,
Or so you say. You say we are better than you, you say we won't make the same mistakes
But you treat us like children who don't have a clue
You do not teach us to throw litter in the bins
You do not teach us to respect our elders
To respect the younger ones
To respect our friends
Our family
Anyone
We steal, we ****, we litter, we smoke, we pollute, we insult, we waste, we tag the walls, we break the windows, we cheat on our lovers, we bully the weak and the poor
And no one
No one
Says anything
And we don't care
It is not normal
We are supposed to be better than you, we are supposed to outsmart you
But you don't teach us better
You let us make the mistakes again and again and again without telling us how to solve the issues
I have heard dreadful things from young adults my age
"If you don't like the smoke, you can leave or I'll blow it in your face"
"Everyone throws their cigarettes **** on the floor, so I can, too"
"Someone will clean my **** for men they're paid for it"
"They're losers"
"My parents are *****"
"They only give my 600 euros per month to enjoy myself in Paris, it's *******"
"I'm not tipping, those Pakis get enough money as it is" when they earn 10 to 20 Dhs per day
"They don't have a family but at least they don't get yelled at"
"You don't drink? What a loser."
"Come on, come upstairs with me, you'll like it", when I've said no ten times already
"If you don't want to be picked up, don't walk so suggestively"
"Leave your **** here, they will clean it up for you"
DO NOT TELL ME WHAT TO DO!
I respect people, their jobs, what they do, what they do it for, who they do it for
We are not the ******* kings of the planet.
Just because some people leave their **** does not mean you get to do the same
Just because some people go in the desert or at the beach and leave all their plastic bottles and wraps on the sand does not mean you get to do the same
Just because millions of people throw their cigarettes **** on the floor does not mean you get to do the same
Just because someone decided it was cool to stick your gum under the table or to spit it on the floor does not mean you get to do the same
What the **** is wrong with you people, thinking you own the place?
You're just visitors and your children will get to live in a ****** up world because of you
Not thanks to you!
Move it, do something, and don't give me that fatality **** "we all have to die one day"
Stupid excuse!
You grew up playing in the sand, the green grass, the white snow.
What do you want for your kids?
You want them to play in the sand covered in cig butts and empty broken beer bottles?
You want them to play in the brown, disgusting mud because grass can't grow anymore?
You want them to wonder what snow looks like, and if they will ever get to see it?
You want them to wonder how people used to die of old age instead of cancer?
Did you know every single on of our generation will die of cancer? All of us.
No exceptions.
Why?
Because of us.
We are the cause of our own deaths.
We already killed ourselves and we continue to go on the wrong direction
We have decided of our fates
And we think we get to choose our children's fate.
I say we don't.
We ******* ourselves into thinking nothing can be done now.
Wrong.
We can.
We just choose not to.
You choose not to.
You chose to be part of the bad part of the population, the one who decided to settle for less than what we deserve.
I refuse to stoop so low.
I chose to be part of the better part of population.
The one who thinks of a future that can still be improved, even if we won't be there to see it.
Be the change you want to see in the world, and don't settle for anything less than perfection.
426 · Oct 2014
You
You
You are the wind and the sea
You are the sun and the stars
You are everything
When I look around all I see is
Everything reminds me of you I am
Lost in translation
No words can describe
You
Are not a three letter word
Or a sound is someone's mouth
You
Are not a simple pronoun used to be refered to
You
Are the galaxy in my universe
The ray of sunshine on a rainy day
You
Are not an exact definition of the word
You
Are so much more than
You
Do not know what it is like to be
Me
A simple two letter word which is never
A sound in someone's mouth I
Am not recognizable or worthy of attention
I
Am slowly dissappearing into oblivion
I
Am a one letter word never used in any way
I
Am neither one or the other
I
Used to believe I would be a part of
Them
But I do not exist in their eyes
I
Am only a one letter word and
They
Are so much more than I could ever hope to be
You
Can grow one letter bigger but
I
Am to far away from
You
So I cease my useless efforts because
I
Am only a one letter word
Which is never relevant as it is never used
My mouth never opens to make me appear
Behind the mask of silence I hide my name
I
Am not a one letter word but
I feel like an unsignificant piece of life
I
Do not want to disappear but
Who am I?
A one letter word in a silent mouth attached to an invisible soul.
425 · Jun 2016
The winning prize
Once upon a time
A life was lost in the midst of lies
Truths were not told as they should
And wars began
Pain turned into a mistress all were doomed with
Each home was slayed with loss
A life was stolen among the good
To be found again only an act of truth
Could unleash the power of all things good
For truth is the only key
Of peace, love and action
And only in times of war
Can truth be set as the winning prize
To set a drop of water
Into an ocean of flames
And drown the pain of death
With the sparks of hope
Hope for a brave soul
Aiming for peace
And hoping for a better tomorrow.
She held her hands open in surrender
Did not flinch as death ignited through her body
Like a velvet blanket it covered her
Draping its dark shadows upon her open hands

Once upon a time
A little girl died
Killed by the misshapes of the world she lived in
*Hope bloomed
422 · Sep 2014
Forest fire
You're a forest fire and I'm nature
Started as a spark in the deep of the night
And light up my entire universe
The fire did not hurt at first
Too busy to admire your light
I didn't feel the burn
But the burn,
Oh, the burn,
Is so painful, so hard to escape
You're lighting me on fire
And turning me to black and ashes
When all I wanted was a little warmth
A little light
But you're turning me to black and ashes
418 · Apr 2016
Deeper
You were the heart in my poems
You are the shadow behind the words
You were the light
You were the life
You are the heartache beneath my smile
You are darkness
And you
                  Pull
                           Me
                                  In
                                        ...
418 · Oct 2014
Stained
I keep rubbing it
It won't come off
The image of you is engrained in my mind
Graved in my stone heart
With patience and determination you
Picked up a rock and rubbed my skin raw
No amount of scratching will make you disappear
Like stain on my heart
I wish I could rip it out
Rip you out
Of my life
415 · Jun 2016
Sun
Sun
Gather hope in a cloak of dreams
Hide it in the folds of your heart
The sun will shine for you
Everytime
You reach
Into yourself
414 · Jul 2015
Body parts
These hands haven't felt enough
These eyes have seen so much
This heart is broken
If
I sit very still
I can hear my heart *beat beat beating
412 · May 2015
Blind
When you said you couldn't see the stars
I thought
Liar
You must see them all for me
Describe the undescribable for someone who lives in darkness
But you looked and looked and never saw anything but a few pieces of sky
Broken on the side walk
Didn't pick them up
Never tried to fix it
You stared and let them turn to sand under the burning sun
You let me down
406 · Mar 2015
New Routine
"I love you", I said.
"You said that already", he replied.
In this instance I think I loved you a little bit less.
Like a broken sink with an eternal drip,
My love rang empty when I called out your name.
Like a broken sink with an eternal drip,
I would sleep with the echo in my head of what could have been.
This morning I fixed my broken heart,
And with it all went
My past love for a memory.
404 · Jun 2015
Killer rain
Why did we drop bombs on each other
Thinking it could bring peace?
401 · Mar 2015
Gaia
"I'd like to think poetry is both a hiding place and the centre of everything", Gaia whispered to the dark forest. She let the gust of air brush her hair aside and held her body tightly to keep warm.
November was known to let itself be known in all aspects of nature; the crippling red leaves dying soundlessly on the pavement, the freezing wind blasting cold air.
Gaia felt like November.
Cold and dying.
She sat in the middle of an empty field, talking to the space around her. People were often too hard to handle, while nature had always been a great listener.
nature forest november gaia earth poetry
397 · Mar 2016
What they say
They say
It's all downhill from the first kiss
But if we snowball
From the top of the mountain
To the end of the Earth I want you to know:
What they say
Is worthless.
Kissing you never was downhill.
I have never been higher than when your lips used to touch mine.
Never have I been so high
On another person
397 · Feb 2016
Silent
I cannot say goodbye
I have learnt to bow my head and stay silent
The silence is killing me
But if death is the price to pay for courage
I will accept my sentence in silence
I will plead with God
I will hope for the best
But I will stay silent

I cannot speak the words I long to say
I cannot be the person I loathe
I cannot act against my beliefs
I cannot
I will not
But the silence is killing me

I want to climb on top of a mountain
With you
I want to climb into your arms
At night
I want to be your person and for you to be
Mine
396 · Sep 2014
I, You, They
You are the wind and the sea
You are the sun and the stars
You are everything
When I look around all I see is
Everything reminds me of you I am
Lost in translation
No words can describe
You
Are not a three letter word
Or a sound in someone's mouth
You
Are not a simple pronoun used to be refered to
You
Are the galaxy in my universe
The ray of sunshine on a rainy day
You
Are not an exact definition of the word
You
Are so much more than
You
Do not know what it is like to be
Me
A simple two letter word which is never
A sound in someone's mouth I
Am not recognizable or worthy of attention
I
Am slowly disappearing into oblivion
I
Am a one letter word never used in any way
I
Am neither one or the other
I
Used to believe I would be a part of
Them
But I do not exist in their eyes
I
Am only a one letter word and
They
Are so much more than I could ever hope to be
You
Can grow one letter bigger but
I
Am to far away from
You
So I cease my useless efforts because
I
Am only a one letter word
Which is never relevant as it is never used
My mouth never opens to make me appear
Behind the mask of silence I hide my name
I
Am not only a one letter word but
I feel like an unsignificant piece of life
I
Do not want to disappear but
Who am I?
A one letter word in a silent mouth attached to an invisible soul.
391 · Sep 2014
Seven years
I try to be the girl I want to be
Everyday I try
Everyday I find out I can't
Not because I don't want to
Because I'm missing something.
Something inside of me is twisted
And this twisted aprt is in hiding
Wishing for me to stop looking

I'm a little bit twisted
In the way I talk, the way I act
But my heart is full and overloaded
Every cell in our body is recreated every seven years
But my heart doesn't get to recreate
Because everything inside of it is still
Still as a lake
Not moving, almost dead
Waiting

I'm a little bit twisted
In the way I hope, the way I dream
And my head is full of doubt
Wondering if, in seven years,
My heart will get to burst open
Seven years to be alive
Seven years to start over
Seven years to heal
Seven years to untwist myself.
390 · Oct 2014
I, You, We, Us
Lose in a sea of thoughts
When ideas collide in a heap
But the one thought I cannot escape
And keep on running into
The idea of a simple life
Where I would be me
You would be you
But together
We
Would be
*Us.
388 · Sep 2014
The saddest words
I was a stranger then






I am a stranger now
388 · Apr 2015
The rose
She used to walk on sunshine and talk like roses, soft and sweet, tender to the touch, easily bruised.
She had been manhandled and bruised many, many times.
Too many to count.
But each spring she blossomed and bloomed still, hoping to find the one who would touch her like a flower.
387 · Sep 2014
Blind
I open my eyes but all I see is
Black
Blinding lack of bright color I
Try to open my eyes but all I see is the darkness of the world I
Want to see the blue blue sky I
Want to see the pink of love
The red of passion
The green of jealousy
The smile of friendship
The selfless act of kindness I
Want to see the beauty around my dark soul
The cure to cancer and all the diseases that plague the dying world I
Want to see the reason why their eyes light up their faces when mine
Rain all over my cheeks I
Want to believe in the stories told in books
Where the last seven words go
"And they all lived happily ever after"
I want to see
The simple eye contact of attraction I
Want to see the reason why people grin at the world
Want to see the colors of the rainbows but
I'm blind to all the good things in life
I'm blind to all that matters in life I
Am blind to love
Blind to hate
Blind to all the feelings because I am
Blind to the sun, blind to the night as they
Blend together in a grey canvas of hope and despair,
Of black and white
Of presence and absence
Of the reasons why the world is round
And why we have no such thing as peace I
Am blind to the kindness and the hatred I
Am blind to the great big world
As I live in my own universe I
Am a simple galaxy
Waiting for a black hole to finally absorb me in I
Am a grey canvas
And I wait.
387 · Sep 2014
Smeared paint
The idea of us gets blurred each day a bit more
When reality slaps its ugly truth
Onto my pattern of ideas
Smears the colours all over
Ruining the landscape I tried to paint
A future as bright as the sun
With no clouds on the horizon
Turned to a rainstorm
With no light in my field of vision
Lucky I like to stand in the rain
386 · Oct 2014
Dress rehearsal
I have been breathing underwater for so long I cannot remember the last time I breathed air.
I cannot remember the last time my oxygen wasn't clogged by a mouthful of loneliness.
I cannot remember the last time I laughed and my voice didn't sound hollow in my ears.
I cannot remember the last time I opened my eyes in the morning, excited to see the new day.
I have been plagued by thoughts that drown me everyday a bit further down.
Voices in my head are turning circles trying to find a way out of my twisted mind.
I am going insane.
I stand on the edge of my roof and wait to see if the wind will give me a push.
I stare at myself in the mirror, hoping to find something alive in my features but all I see is dead tissue.
I try to rip the Band-Aid off to let the wound breathe but I rip my skin off instead.
I cry when I see people holding hands and laughing because I haven't laughed in years.
I have been dead inside for a month and I feel like time has stopped and eternity has already passed.
What is a life without a smile?
It is miserable.
I am miserable.
Miserably broken.
I am tired of trying and being broken again and again and again and again and again.
How do you live that way? How do you push through and get out on the other side?
I have done this so many times and yet I seem stuck in quicksand.
I struggle to get away and I get deeper and deeper in.
I cannot get away from my own thoughts.
I cannot get away from my own loneliness.
I am broken and my soul is leaking outside my body, my fingers are shaking and I cannot keep it inside.
I feel like I am dying everyday a new death when I wake up and realize I am still here.

Perhaps love is a dress rehearsal for death.
Inspired by a song "love is a way to die".
385 · Jul 2015
Half-baked
You wish you knew
What's on my mind
The way I gaze
The way I lose myself
In horizons that only make sense
In my head.
384 · Jun 2016
Damoclès
She was waiting for another hand in hers
Not for a sword through her heart
384 · Apr 2016
Enough
People are so contradictory
They say
If you find something you love
Never give it up
They say
If you find someone you love
Let them go
My mind is torn between
Chasing after you to the end of the world
Because I love you
Or letting you leave me behind
Because I love you
When is it enough?
When do I know
*Enough
378 · Dec 2014
On what I almost told you
"If you weren't in love with someone else I would be chasing you like the sun chases the moon, but there is no point in chasing someone who doesn't want to be caught. So for Christmas, I am letting you go."
I had held on to bonds that he had severed weeks ago.
Those bonds meant the world to me and nothing to him.
I needed to let things go, once and for all.
My nightmares were not worse than reality.
I wonder if death is like an eternal dream.
375 · Sep 2014
who you are
You are the wind and the sea
You are the sun and the stars
You are everything
When I look around all I see is
Everything reminds me of you I am
Lost in translation
No words can describe
You
Are not a three letter word
Or a sound in someone's mouth
You
Are not a simple pronoun used to be refered to
You
Are the galaxy in my universe
The ray of sunshine on a rainy day
You
Are not an exact definition of the word
You
Are so much more than
You
Do not know what it is like to be
Me
A simple two letter word which is never
A sound in someone's mouth I
Am not recognizable or worthy of attention
I
Am slowly disappearing into oblivion
I
Am a one letter word never used in any way
I
Am neither one or the other
I
Used to believe I would be a part of
Them
But I do not exist in their eyes
I
Am only a one letter word and
They
Are so much more than I could ever hope to be
You
Can grow one letter bigger but
I
Am to far away from
You
So I cease my useless efforts because
I
Am only a one letter word
Which is never relevant as it is never used
My mouth never opens to make me appear
Behind the mask of silence I hide my name
I
Am not only a one letter word but
I feel like an unsignificant piece of life
I
Do not want to disappear but
Who am I?
A one letter word in a silent mouth attached to an invisible soul.
373 · Sep 2014
Skinny food
I am tired
Of all the *******
Tired
Of watching myself in the mirror everyday
And think
"I'm not enough"
"It's not enough"
"I'm never enough"
Not skinny enough
Not small enough
Not gracious enough
Not funny enough
Not fit enough
Not beautiful enough
Not not not not not enough
Never enough
I want to dance in my underwear
And not care
About the size of my thighs
Of my *******
Of my ***
About the skin of my stomach
About the fact I'm not starving myself to feel pretty
Society succeeded
I feel like all I'm ever thinking of is weight
"Why do I eat that?"
"Why do you eat that? Do you want to be fat?"
Guilty
Of being human
Of craving sugar when women are
Expected
To eat
Air and
Grass
I'm not a cow
Why do you try to make me feel like one?
I'm
Tired
Of being taught to show off my shaved legs
And my flat stomach
And my flat *******
And my flat ***
Why are you doing this to us?
Why do I feel the need to dress like a *****?
And walk like a *****?
And act like a *****?
And not feel offended when I feel hands on me
Pushing at my clothes
Trying to see more
When all I want is dance and have a good time?
You teach me to show off skin
To starve my body
And you blame me when I get ***** in a corner
For being a ****
I'm just brainwashed
Like every other girl
Surrounded
By
Pictures
Videos
Slogans
Models
Guys
Who make fun of normal?
And ask
And request
And order
A skinny version of me, invisible me, size 00 me
Why can't I be myself?
And eat chocolate cake when I feel like it?
Why do I feel forced to eat a salad?
Why do I feel judged?
What is wrong with you
Making me feel less than I am
Worse than I look
Ugly when I'm not?
What is wrong with you
Making us throw up our lunches
And skip dinner
Wait for death to pick our boneless bodies up
When all we truly want is to be
Loved
Accepted
As we are.
I shouldn't feel bad looking at myself
I should feel bad looking at what Society tries to teach us
And feel ashamed that Humanity is Society
And Society is only what we made of it.
372 · Nov 2014
Running out of time
I know things you'll never know
I know how my heartbeat stops when I lie in bed
I know the smiles on my family's face when I tell a joke
I know the breaths I hear in the silence aren't mine to waste
I hold my breath
And look around
Waiting for angels to appear
They said,
Hold your breath and watch the angels
Suffocation is the only way
To see things you would never even- in your wildest dreams-
Open your eyes to an alternate reality
Gag your mouth and tie the knot
Wait
Just

Wait

Can you hear?
Your heartbeat?
In your throat?
The angels are rising from the dead
They come to visit you
Will they take you?
Will they help you… out?
Can you hear?
Your heartbeat?
Is running out of… time?
369 · Sep 2014
Could have
I had never drank myself to sleep until yesterday, when I saw you touching her arm the way you used to touch my body.
And I cannot understand how you tumbled out of my life so fast, and yet here I am. Hungover and cut in two after watching you love her with every part of the soul I was hoping would be mine.
I obviously know nothing about capturing someone's attention because she caught you in 0.5 seconds and even I was impressed.
But know if you'd come at my apartment that night I invited you, you would have known what it felt like to own someone completely.
I could have made you so. *******. Happy.
I had prepared myself to fall for you so hard, I was ready to stay awake at night and catch your dreams in my hands so I could make them a reality, I was ready to buy you a Nerf gun and challenge you to win at a water fight, I was ready to walk at 3 am to lie in bed with you for 3 minutes, I was ready to embrace all the good and all the bad and kiss you so good you wouldn't be able to tell if it was a fantasy or if I'd been made for you by the very angels I curse right now.
I was ready to take the jump and trust you'd catch me but I fell flat on my face when she walked by.
I haven't found the strength to stand back up and fight yet.
But when I do, I will march on this ***** until she understands you do not mess with angels.
SERIOUSLY WHAT HAPPENED TO US
366 · Nov 2014
Truth
Being with other people is a skill that I lost
365 · Dec 2015
Potentially drunk
I am holding on to pieces of you
I have no business holding on to
Putting my lips on the same bottle
And calling it a kiss
Smile at you and dare call it friendly

*All I am is a liar.
Things I have texted you in my mind, or how to be a grown up and **** it up:
1. Pretending I do not exist won't make me disappear
2. You have let me drown for weeks and I thought a nineteen years old boy would understand the need for a conversation. You cannot hold my head underwater and expect me to breathe like you are not suffocating me in your absence.
3. You twist me around your finger and pull away, expecting me to just unwrap myself and let you go. Do you know what happens when you wrap someone and pull? They break. You are slowly breaking me, twisting my feelings too tight to inhale life again.
4. Imagining I do not exist does not mean I am dead.  
5. But perhaps if I try hard enough to do the same thing it will make you disappear.
363 · Oct 2014
I will be a bird
Birds fly because they have wings.
They fall but never crash
They dip and loop and fly
If I take one more step I will fall
For an instant
I will be a bird

Suspended

In the air
I will dip and fall and perhaps open my arms to fly but
My heart is too heavy
It will drag me down with the force of gravity people
Think
Gravity
Holds you down but I know
That it's your cold stone weighting your feelings down
It keeps the soul from flying high where you wish you could go
Birds must be happier than humans
Their soul is out in the universe
For an instant, I will fly
For a fraction of a second I will belong to the world.
Free.
Gravity will pull my body down but my soul still soars free
360 · Sep 2014
the way in
The sparkle in his eye
The dimple in his smile
She looks around and stares
At the life that passes her by
Each step she takes
Drives her backwards
Into a darkness
She can never escape
It pulls her under
And the memories rush back
The sparkle in his eye
The dimple in his smile
The breath she was desperately holding
To stay awake and keep her eyes open
Into the sea, the water clogging at her
Searching for a way in,
Deeper and deeper in.
359 · Sep 2014
The way you spoke my name
When you spoke my name
I could close my eyes and feel
How safe I sounded in your voice
How close to the sky you brought me
With a single sound
You lifted me
And my name on your lips
Was not said the way everyone else said it
My name of your lips
Sounded like
I had the key to heaven
I had your heart in my hands
I had your happiness in my soul
I had all the things you needed
In your voice I was perfect
But like the heart you took away from me
So did the way
You spoke my name

(I never would have dropped your heart
If only you would have left it in my hands
Instead of taking it to someone else
Who's hands will get slippery
And perhaps your heart will drop
And I won't say
I told you so
But your heart would have been safe in my hands)
(I will  take care of it if you bring it back)
358 · Sep 2015
Gazes
We both look away
I walk up, look down
Pretend not to see
The gap in my chest
My heart in your hand
Casually slung over your shoulder
Like everything else
I ever gave to you.
*(and my pockets are full of empty promises)
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