I want you to miss me
I want you to want me
I want you to stay
and I want you to love me
All this time
Ive been waiting and waiting
for what?
for you to kiss me like you miss me as much as i miss you
these last five months have been unbearable
i can't go anywhere without thinking of you
you were emotionally detached when i knew you
you seem to have more emotions now than ever
i don't know if that a signal
but if it is, i'm getting it loud and clear
Im too shy to tell you how i feel
so please tell me you miss me
ill tell you i miss you too
just tell me whats wrong
i promise ill be there for you
Please just come back to me
you've been gone for so long
i love you differently now
i think i can love you better than ever

She will lose herself in a book
and find herself in poetry

She thinks that religion is a sacrilege
and that long showers are sacred

She makes love when she's tired
and never tires of making love

She is irreverent in her humor
and pious in her gravity

She is diligent in completing her work
and ambitious of her quest for leisure

She is the personification of romanticism
and the embodiment of compassion

She exists harmoniously in my mind

The light, the fire, is beautiful,
But it is painful. More painful the day after, when
Skin mends and tried to heal, but you keep going.
Touching, burning.

I never wanted to be in pain.
I never wanted to feel the sting of the flame
Or the numbness of a scratch mark.
Or the pinch of the blade.yet it is so seductive. Addicting.
I am addicted to pain. It gets me going,
Releases every demon I have into the world.

And then I miss them, conjure them back into me.
And I repeat the process.

Pain,
It can make you mad
Drive you crazy
Blur your vision make it hazy!

Pain,
It will make you sad
Make you hope life is made of dreams
Yet you know it is exactly how it seems!

Pain,
It causes a gruesome turmoil
Heats the blood and cools the heart
Tears at your mind, your soul, rips apart!

Pain,
It will make you wish for 6 feet of soil
Continuing, becomes so hard
You try and try to love, but fear to be scarred!