at this moment
i realized i am lost
i don’t know where to go
have my paths been crossed?
when i look in the mirror
its not the man i want to see
how can i ever mistake being lost
with me being free?
i thought that i was
free from sorrow and troubles
but truly I’m more and more lost
my soul must look like a pile of rubble
my place in this world
i see as unfit
realizing made me think
is it really all worth it?
i know I’m fighting myself
but all wars have an ending
the answer that i seek
seems like it’ll forever be pending
will i ever be happy
with the man that i see
or will it soon lead to torment
havoc it will certainly reek
i can lay and sulk
or i can go and find my way
but whatever i tell myself
more misery is what i seem to pay
today I realized i am lost
have i made the first step?
or just drawn ever closer
to my unknown frightening death

thank you for
the days we spend craving each other
the hours we spend laughing
and the minutes you make my heart race
knowing I’m seconds away from seeing you

my bank account is low
society labels me poor
but why do i feel so rich
when my hand is in yours

I'm infatuated with death
All things cold and mean
Suicidal thoughts are
A reoccurring theme

It's amazing how much
A voice can influence your mood
It can come as kind as a dove
It can come ever so rude

It can break you down
Or make you crack a smile
It can force awful memories
Causeing tears to flow for a while

But you have to remember
Which voice is yours
And figure out which voice
Is your ultimate cure

What have you done to me?!
What have you done
This free caring mind
This heart of just one

A loner I was
The day I met you
You have no recollection
Of the damage you do

A day can't go by
Without hearing your voice
Without seeing your face
My heart has no choice

It needs to feel your touch
It needs to sense your presence
With You in my life
I believe there's a heaven

When I look at you
A gorgeous angel I see
Without you in my life
What a mess I would be

I need to see your smile
I need a glimpse of you beam
Without you in my life
To hell I am deemed

I must hear your thoughts
Know what you truly lust
Question why you're with me
Is a thought that's a must

But I need you in my life
And for that I thank you for
To picture my life with another girl
Is a thought that's forever nevermore

Your elegance shines as you gaze into my eyes

Your marvelous body looks ever so graceful as you casually stroll this world

Your eyes brighten the day more sparkling then the most breathtaking sunrise

Your charming wit seems to share the same thoughts as any mastermind to live

Your face appears to be cultivated by God himself

Your divine smiles looks as though it will light up the darkest night sky

Your love gives the impression that a soul can truly be everlasting

Our eyes meet
Our lips connect
Our tongues collide
We start to undress
I become aroused
I become *****
You graze my stomach
I caress your breast
You start to moan
I start to press
I pull your hair
Becomes a mess
Faster I go
Love we express
I ask harder
You say yes
I grasp your throat
Your body I possess
I take control
I kiss your neck
Our bodies crash
They compress
We turn hell loose
We finally confess
No other bodies
Can ever contest
You and I
Have incredible ***