As I close the bedroom door,

I begin to smell the smoke

Deep down inside me I knew something

was out of place, this is not a change of

heart, I'm done with the fancy talk

Its just a wast of my time I bet you never
knew I was lying on the floor next to

Your bed screaming out loud.......... Terror
Terror.... Terror ******* terror

Im the reason she picked up that knife

Her father is the reason she hated her life,

Im the reason her father give her hell

why she had  to slit her throat?

Im the reason her life was shortened so easily,

I hate the fact she left me behind

**** I miss her

If I could go back in time I would bleed

For her, i would even die just to save her life

She was a good person by heart she should be rewarded

take her to heaven cause she

deserves the best,

I also want her to know that she will be missed

And I love her with all my heart

Were always close and never far apart

Sometimes I feel like ****

Even when I'm at my best

I sometimes feel like cutting myself with a knife  or a razor-blade,

Just to see my own blood flow down my

Skin and not even think about the pain

But only myself regrets that I want to

Drown away , I just wanna gun, and some *****,

And maybe some **** to go along,

That'll hold me down for awhile.

But later down the road I just mite,

Blow my ******* brains out,

End of story baby.

You knew I ******* loved you

How could you brake my heart

And ******* cheat

It's like I'm burning alive in my sleep

That makes me wonder why the ****

we even met anyways

I shoulda knew this **** was coming

To an end,

I shoulda knew this **** was heading to

Misery & pain

This **** is so bitter like unsweetened

Beer that makes you wanna **** up

**** and blame the world when in reality I know that I can't

cause your the ******* problem

I know you've hurt me but that's ok

You may have knot me down for now

But I will rise again like always

So go live with that basted Mr. John if you want

See if I give a **** girl

you so fake over that pretty face girl

Your full if lies you selfish ******* *****

Leave my light

And stop your ******* *******

You ****

**** the *******,

You were never romance.

Learn to love, learn to fight,
Lean to cut cross from the conners of the dust so god please forgive me for my mistakes for heaven I have sinned
I don't wanna wait or bleed anymore
so please pull me out of this fate
Cause i am forever broken
I barley can't recognize love anymore
The hard wood floor sinks me so deep
That I  can't hardly breath my hate is my only disease it's keeping me away from this beautiful world my only hope is saving myself,

Take a picture of her
Then think about it
And look at it
Then look at it for another hour
Cause shes so amazing
You gotta love that smile
She will even take you places: unknow
You can take her up tenderly
Life her with care;
So slenderly
Picture it- think of it
anywhere , anywhere
Just take this poem to arms, to heart
and soul
Just leave those outrageous troubles
alone
Cause at the end
We say no more
Cause we are patient for love and truth
Never doubt; never more
I give to you a beautiful flowery rose