That if the doors of Perception are cleansed Everything {What it really is} Would appear as it Really Is Is Is INFINITE Is Is Tell me you see it Existence
But We Live In World Of Lies And we believe In their D E C E P T I O N
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We can see the art for what it is What It Is All these things we write Are merely cries for help There Is Someone We want to have hear us
Who Doesn't And we can look for And never find We can find a meaning That isn't Really There And this blind alliteration These rhymes This metaphor Merely all devices To show how much we Care Only hope One soul can love enough For all of those who don't Or A lost soul Can Finally Find It's Way Home
That was the day The faraway earthquake could be felt The birds in the sky Flew in criss-crossed directions All the beauty of the world Was shown in a bright naked light And under closer examination Became not beautiful anymore
That was the day I broke both my hands I strained my voice Shouting the most horrible truths All the beauty of a life Was shown to be an awful lie And I haven't played a melodic note since I don't feel like making music
Just breathe And let the world Come to me Because I was made to enjoy sunsets And starlight The way the waves roll on the beach And really Nothing I can do Can make What is truly S U B L I M E
I will always be And even the stars I am made from Have become black holes Fuming with all the light they have devoured I will always be And my devolution to a lower species A primal instinctual beast That pities passion and hates what's beautiful I will always be A hurricane that never meets the land A bitter force of nature Who dies alone in some northern sea I will always be A bubbling stewing volcano A ticking time bomb Just waiting for the right time that never comes I will always be Beat down
I don't know Just when it got so dark The night so cold And I can't see the stars I can't believe The man that I became Blood on my hands I'm the one to blame
This love I thought was honey Nectar on my lips This taste as sweet As saccharine I needed it to live This love I thought was honey Was really bitter poison Now it seems As cyanide Pumping through my system
Pervading in my blood On a crusade for my heart And if I ever love again I could not tell you how
Whisky in the bottle County Donegal The flowing river swilly In the distance Errigal I don't know how I made it To the port of letterkenny Nor where I'm going next As my bottles almost empty
I am just a poor boy Born in county Tipperary I left my family farm And the maiden I would marry I made my way to Ulster Searching for the town of Derry I spend all my gold on whiskey Now I cant afford the ferry
Met a man from cork In a pub where I was drinking Why come so far north We were talking and were thinking Kilometres from home And from anyone we've known County Donegal And there's whisky in the bottle
Because I'm so inspired Inspired as such I retired before I made a dime And joined a lazy river A river like me With no sort of aspirations To ever reach the sea
I only want to look and never see
And to me its so inspiring That time expiring And we as ants march inexorably Towards our greatest truth The ultimate horror With smiles on our faces
In our perfectly tailored military suits
And yet I'm so inspired A comic strip without a caption Just a fraction of the faction And limiting my rations Because I offend the captain With my unruly actions I'm double timing backwards
I channel Michael Jackson as I moonwalk into battle
Psyche You did not marry a monster What kind of soul shows such kindness Such understanding Such love Psyche You would listen to your sisters Who had grown green with envy And red with jealousy And black with deceit
Psyche Your lover Is none other That that most beautiful of the gods He that men call Eros
Psyche Why would you have to prove? With your knife and lantern in hand Not knowing what you had Or what you would lose Psyche These test you have to pass Merely ways to prove your faith You always had Your guilded fate
Drink deep the sweet nectar of ambrosia And live forever
Psyche Your lover Is none other That that most beautiful of the gods He that men call Eros
Its no fun Having problems hanging over your head Waiting for the drop I would rather they all fall on me at once So I can start to pick up the pieces And move on
My next poem Will be a masterpiece Enough to please the mind And the soul The next poem That I set down in concrete To last throughout the ages Will last throughout the ages
It will speak Not only to your heart But to your soul To every better part of you To your reality To your dreams Speaking loud above the muddle The average trying to be heard
But that's my next poem Not this one I'm still only building to This is only practice
My next poem So utterly true and profound It will change the world Will change your world
**** anyone who does not understand. You are not a poet. Goodbye
Am I strong? I haven't been But I always learn from my mistakes Sometimes that is all it takes To be what you want to be To who you want to be it for And I want to be strong For you
I know a girl I've never met I've known her all my life We share the same thoughts The same hopes The same dreams We share our biggest fears I know a girl I've never met I've known her in past lives We are lovers reincarnated We share the same heart In different times Different places The same dreams
I know a girl I've never met before And I can feel her sorrow And it makes me lament Such beautiful lachrymose eyes The same eyes I would do anything To see smiling Once in my life I know a girl I've never met before And I can feel her joy From the otherside of the world I can sense her hope The same hope I have To find love Someone who understands The same dreams
They say keep your head up They say its one step at a time But if your head is held too high How can you be sure The next step you take Is onto solid ground?
I don't want you to fall down
They say life is crazy They say death unavoidable they say a lot of things But I've never heard them say They only want Everyone to be happy
I was walking carrying a fire through the middle of Arctic tundra during December when I decided I had a need so I lit my cigarette from the embers of a fire I had just extinguished
The wind was howling screaming names and carrying faces I had long since forgotten about because the pain of remembering was too unbearable and I hit my cigarette twice as hard
And the more determined I was the fiercer the blizzard grew until my eyes were frozen shut and my fingers too numb too hold on from what I can only describe as frost bite, or maybe just loss of wanting to feel at all
And as frozen as I was I still found a source of warmth inside of what spiritual people call their soul but what I merely call my pride or my inability to admit I was wrong
I hit my cigarette in the midst of barren frozen pain and I realized that no matter the coldness I felt I still found a way to enjoy it
I awoke During the middle of my own heart transplant surgery I did not feel fear Only amazement A body alive Without blood being pumped A man alive without a heart
My old heart Just wasnt working like it should anymore It's been through too much pain It has been broken too many times Too many hopes Weighing too heavily
I awoke I saw my old battered heart on a table to my left And my new heart In some unnamed doctors hands I felt to my chest And it was an empty cavity
I wasn't afraid I knew my love should be as dead as the dreams I used to have But its still alive It still has another chance I was still alive When I awoke
Because I want to be strong I am weak Those fickle petty rules by which we live Have made me sick I'm not immune to having dreams and desires When every better part of me Has been seduced By the velveteen swans that flash as images in my mind And on the plasma screens for which I bleed
And really I have grown Grown sick and tired and exhausted From breathing the air I need to live The toxic vile air Causing cancer From drinking from the well Which has been poisoned
I like my poison undiluted
I like my poison clearly marked By sinister skulls and crossbones With the worst of intentions I would actually enjoy the knowledge That this poison in my blood Is going to reach my once enamored heart Which used to beat with the hope for tommorow And now is a rhythmic device in a song full of sorrow
And really I have died Dangerous oderous chemical sand timers I've died a thousand insecure lives In a false world With fake meaning And my arteries and veins will attest This disease is a foe that never rests
You can go inside a door in your own mind, which takes you to the singular consciousness that we all draw from, the universal truths inside yourself hidden in the deepest parts of space
All the answers past present and future can be found Just be careful! when you go inside this door, if you stay too long, it will shut behind you,
My main memory remaining of you Was the time I said "perspicacity" And you told me it wasn't a word I guess your just not aware Of what it means Or how you lack it
I held to my point And even tried to make a bet Five dollars She promptly looked it up
I was building walls through the middle of the sahara using only cardboard, scotch tape, and bulldozers, when I got bored and decided my time was better spent looking up flowers on the internet that I would never see firsthand
I realized then how I wanted to be someone to follow so I bought an ant farm at Miller's Corner Store, and set them free but not without first covering my whole body in honey and letting it seep through my skin to sweeten my heart
I bleed I leave bloodstains on everything And when you love me And then learn to hate me Because then stains you can't remove Become a memory Of the times when you were wrong When you knew what was right And the demons on your shoulder Spoke much louder than me Because angels do not fight They only show you light In the hope that you will follow
And you can think I wasn't strong enough All my weakness Was only meant to show That the choice is really yours And if I should lose And watch you fall to darkness I'll be a god Who is forsaken once again
I bleed And no matter intervention Of the most divine source I can only hope you believe
When everything you touch Turns to gold It can become something you fear Because you can't appreciate the good Without the bad Thank god in all his many forms
And I want gold The same as old king midas But I don't want gold If it causes me pain
Does a heart shatter like glass? Does it break into even pieces, or become sharpened shards? I could be enjoying life But even my calloused hands bleed As I pick up the pieces and try to move on
Is the soul transparent like glass? For any pure poet this is always the hope I could be enjoying life But instead I try to reconcile Every mistake, every wrong turn, that I have made
And I hope my words become music Because Artist and musicians Are poets trying to paint their pain Using different shades of blue
Mountain tops Glimmering shimmering stars The mystical magical moon The bright life-giving sun Planes on metal wings And birds I hear sing The hands of lovers And the minds of men
Dreams
These are just a few of the things I know I'll reach someday
I found you After the lights were turned off After the campaign for Moorish dignity Failed miserably Spin Fortuna's wheel And hope it lands in a beneficial spot
Your voice still speaks As loudly as if you were next to me right now After you died in a car Breathing in the fumes of life completely undiluted I listen to Jimmie Spheeris As I recognize we are living in a confederacy of dunces
And no neon bible exist Without you
I was worried most would not know what I am referencing
She told me I was out of control I looked deep into her beautiful blue eyes I saw truth I saw belief She told me I was out of control And I knew that she was right
I was an asteroid Blazing through the sky A beautiful show of light Until I crash into the earth
I love you From a million days without And a million miles away There is a sense that you are with me And I'll love you With the million units of pain That cannot be quantified by measurement Still seeping into my sober heart
And if you ever knew me You know me now How a dreamers thoughts can grow so loud That I am lost in the thick of a maddening crowd I love you And I'm only trying Just to make sense of it all At least figure out the best way to fall