You say your heart
Was mine all along;
It must be true,
Judging  by our sweaty
Bodies melding into one-
Intertwining our souls,
In that moderately
Warm hotel room.
I was in a different
Kind of heaven,
The only heaven
I'll be able to attend....

**********

You know me,
Always a flirt.
I can't help myself,
But this time I really
Didn't mean for this.
This guy doesn't even
Compare to you...
I meant to be friends only
But I think he has
Something else in mind.

***********

My heart yearns for
You and  only you.
I hate myself for
Leading on this
Poor other guy.
Maybe he will
Settle for friends?
That would be best.

I would do everything for you.

I wanted to be your girlfriend
You wanted to be my boyfriend
I wanted to be your lover
You wanted to be my lover
I wanted to be your fiancé
You wanted to be my fiancé
I wanted to be your wife
You wanted to be my husband
I wanted to bear your children
You wanted nothing more
I wanted to grow old with you
You wanted to rock in rockers...

Then I changed.

I wanted to be single
How foolish I was;
I grimace at my desire to mingle.

Now I've lost what I hold dear most
For a life full of meaningless boasts;
I know I have hurt you beyond stitches
But maybe you'll let me heal you with  kisses.

I guess the tides have turned;
I left you torn,
Unaware that I'd be burned
So now I mourn...

I put up this front that
I'm ready to move on,
Ready to talk to other people.
And I try it, what's the harm?

But at the end of the day
When  I lay naked and speechless
In my own bed, I realize some things;
I will always need your loving touch.

I will always need your soft kisses
I will always need your gentle caresses
I will always need your warmth
I will always need your sleepy embrace
I will always need your affection
I will always
N E E D
Y O U.

*But I will never admit that to anyone...