honeysuckle heart, beating so fast
listen in sin the hummingbirds sing
and devour the poisonous pollen

Waves rolling
Frothy deep blue crashing
He's laughing at the simplicity of their being
Shes smiling
Ever so slight, ever so lying
For the sunset's light
She smiles
He's holding her hand
Shes blushing
Theyre sitting in the sand
While in the land of milk and honey
Shes laughing
But hes definately not funny
The days coming short
He's ready to go
But she knows
That because things are moving so slow
He wont come back
So now hes gone
She looks on
Waves rolling
Frothy deep blue crashing

I've never been attracted to girls, no, not me.
I've never wanted to kiss a girl --
The kiss on the cheek I gave my best friend in kindergarten doesn't count...

But I wanted to kiss you and that scared me.

We were just sitting with our friends at lunch when you sat next to me.

You said,
"Hi!"

I said,
"What's up?"

You just shrugged and pursed your lips,
"Nothing much."

My mind shut off for a minute.

I traced your lips with my eyes.
My God, you want to kiss her!
They looked soft, covered in pink lipstick.
You want to know what they feel like under yours!
They were perfect, really.
Where did THAT come from?!
At first, I thought I was simply noticing.
Far more than noticing, don't ya think?!

But then again, I don't notice everyone's lips...

My mind rebooted like a computer hard drive.

I lamely replied,
"Yeah, same here."

and everytime the pain hits, i reach for pen/paper/keyboard like a ****** addict does a needle.

because poetry is my drug, and i hopelessly need the fix.

I hate sleeping without your body,
                       let alone your words.

We are so close
But we act like strangers