I spent a day counting the tiles
on the roof and floor.
On the windows and doors
I kept counting as I walked miles.

On each slab of concrete.
In the lines of the faces of people I meet.
On turtle shells.
and the sides of wells

I count tiles on doors
and the door itself too
I separate them by colors
like green and blue.

Why do I count tiles you ask?
It could be said
that its a sign of a problem in my head.
To me, its something simple to help the time pass.

I am completely amazed by your grace and beauty tonight.

I push people away because I have terrible abandonment issues

The seams are torn. You can't remove the scar, Doctor.

I honestly do not believe I'll live to be 30

For all intents and purposes we live in different universes

Thank you for the left clicks on my life's nicks

I constantly shake even when I try to hold still.

A brave new world where slaves walk with invisible chains

I go far out of my way to avoid people.

I will never tell you; I have fallen for you.

The only way I'm capable of crying is through laughter

In here the record scratches.

I know and understand a lot more than I show.

Truthfully, I really want someone to be honest with me

I will admit that I still love you very much.