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 Jul 2013 Timothy Brown
M Clement
I had a dream last night
A nightmare is more apropos.

I lost my virginity in a fit of depression
And never cared then after

But I lost it to you
And you were enamored with me

And every time I looked in your eyes
I saw longing,
I saw desire

And I returned none of that
Before and after

I left you to be used by a beast
That had so secretly fed upon and destroyed my soul

I could not bear to see you in pain
So I withheld my secrets
And I let you keep looking
For a love that I , secretly, never gave

I used you.
-
And then I awoke,
and felt absolute heartbreak
for I dreamt of the man
I have always feared becoming.
This happened to me the other night. I woke up horrified. I think it took half the day to get over my own subconscious thoughts.
 Jul 2013 Timothy Brown
M Clement
I have a
love, no,
a fascination
with animal masks
and the anonymity
that comes with.

I find them
equal parts
horrifying and entrancing.
It started about a year ago. I played this video game called "Hotline Miami" (yes, the same one I did a terrible poem of recently). In said game you are a no-name protagonist (people have taken to calling him "Jacket" in the similar vein of Edward Norton in the film "Fight Club" being referred to as 'Narrator') who dons an animal mask before going in and slaughtering anonymous Russian mobsters (the game is set in the late 70's, early 80's).
Ever since then, I've looked at animal masks with this weird sort of reverence...
I recognize that makes me sound super creepy, but I promise, there's no maliciousness or intent to **** in these words, just an odd fixation.
I think that's why I'm so excited for the film "You're Next" even though I HATE horror movies...
And in my soul
The memorY will live
And in my dreams-is where I"ll be

"Forever-till Eternity ends"
Sometimes it just happens that someone comes along and touch ur soul-....its there where that someone never goes ,although you never get to keep them for real-...in dreams that someone somehow makes you whole-
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