You know, I’ve been staring at my screen for a while now
Thinking of what to write, Trying to put it all together
I thought of all these ways to tell you this but you see I don't have the words and I don't take that lightly because I am someone who is usually good with words.
I usually know what to say but here I am sitting in front of a blank screen trying to figure out what words to put together.  
Truth be told, I don't understand what I'm feeling,
Its like I’m sad and happy at the same time.
I’m simple but god I’m a big mess
I’m quiet but my thoughts are loud as ever
I dont know what this is.
Its like I’m everything and nothing all at once.
I wanna say so much I just don't know where to start,
So I guess I’m going to end with saying nothing at all.

As my hands lie lifeless in the dark on the smooth but soft surface **** ****. First my finger, then the rest of my hand comes alive like the devil in the night or should I say more like an Explorer on a lost island my hands wander up her torso fingers Rollin over her abs like like waves smoothing out the sand on the beach once my hands reach the base of her Mountains my hands move slowly up her ******* covering them like ice cold morning dew as my hands make their way back down her torso her body shakes and jolts like an earthquake as my hands get closer to her waistline her body shifts like tectonic plates leaving her legs split open this is it not both but only one hand goes in for the dip.