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Sunday.
Alone.
I write,
On my own.
May I?
I may.
Do things I didn't,
Yesterday.
With every sentence beautifully spoken,
The girl had allowed her heart to be led
By the trail of the boy's beautiful voice.
She craved his timbre, hollow and wholesome
Sweet and soft when it needed to be,
And did what she could to
Get him to speak.

At first it was subtle,
With a "Darling, how
Would you pronounce this word?
Yes, that one, that one indeed" and
A tilt of her head,
Every single word she wanted would be read.
But then it grew, and she no longer
Had the patience to be so inventive.
Her books flew from the shelves,
And shoved their way under his nose
By the guide of her hand.
"Read this passage,"
A blink.
"Please."
"Lucrative."
"Say it slower."
"Lu·cra·tive"

What the girl did not understand
Was that the most beautiful commands
Of language were not
The words written by others
And read by him,
But the words
Written by him and
Spoken by none, as they sat
In a shoe box
Under my bed.
The words I reread and read
Could not compare.
Music I heard with you was more than music,
And bread I broke with you was more than bread;
Now that I am without you, all is desolate;
All that was once so beautiful is dead.

Your hands once touched this table and this silver,
And I have seen your fingers hold this glass.
These things do not remember you, beloved,--
And yet your touch upon them will not pass.

For it was in my heart you moved among them,
And blessed them with your hands and with your eyes;
And in my heart they will remember always,--
They knew you once, O beautiful and wise.
Home,
I’m going home,
Words I hear all the time.
Words that I envy,
Syllabic distress…
Jealousy.
What is home?
For you, it’s the place
You’ve lived for eighteen years.
The place where both parents
Welcome you with open arms.
Laughter
Smiles
Hugs
Kisses
That’s not my life.

What is home?
The place where I moved
When I was thirteen?
A brown shingled roof that hides
Hurt, divorce, a mixed family
That will never get along?
Screaming, yelling, fighting,
Something different every time, and
They wonder why I want to leave
What happens if I meet your eyes?
Those dark brown eyes
I secretly love.

What happens if you meet my eyes?
My hazel eyes
That secretly long for you.

I'm afraid you will see,
See the dreams,
The wishes,
I wish when I see you.

What happens if you hold my gaze?
Will you see all the broken dreams?
The dreams shattered,
Shattered when I saw her.

What happens when you see my eyes?
My hazel eyes
That just want to see you.
Who would cry for my last good bye?
My love holding on to all that's left
Hearing me say I love him best
Hoping this isn't my last breath

Who will be there for my last good bye?
Only the silence that comes with death
Only me longing for the innocence I wish I'd kept
While I breathe my last breaths

Who will hear my last good bye?
Just my teddy bear curled to my chest
As I lay down to rest
As I breathe my last breath
I like to think of angels sometimes
When I sit aside, alone
Could they be my friends
Perhaps, guardians are homely
But that's not something I can pretend
They work upon wrath and belief
Living skies above and strongly
Sad, I think of friends as miracles
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