Who can save me now?
Darling, I'm falling down
Bring me to the light
Don't leave me in this endless night

I'm reaching through the dark
Calling out with my broken heart
Can't you hear my pleas?
Baby, I'm down on my knees

Don't leave me here alone
I can't take it my own
You can save me from this hell
Only you can break this spell

I wish I could heal
The scars no one else can see
With my poetry

The time we spend here
passes in the blink of an eye,
And before you know it
it’s time to say goodbye.

We suffer so much
in our given season,
But the pain we feel
happens for a reason.

So you can learn to appreciate
the good things when they come,
Like the memories of dear friends
or the rays from the rising sun.

I know it’s hard now
and I won’t pretend it’ll be easy,
But we’ll heal and carry on
despite the wounds that’ve cut so deeply.

Goodbye isn’t really goodbye
we’ll meet again someday,
So hold your head a little higher
and just take things day by day.

I glance around the room
At the faces I "hold most dear"  
The fake laughs and plastic smiles
I see on this day each year

What a special time Christmas is
For the young and the old
It reminds us why we ignore one another
Except on this holiday in the cold

I wish it held more meaning
Than this sickening hallmark cheer
I wish I could be happy
But my emotions are unclear

The lights are faded in my sight
And the decorations mean so little
We're just continuing on a cycle of lies
And I'm here stuck in the middle

But I don't really care anymore
I've  become numb in the end
So I'll wish you a merry Christmas
And continue to pretend

I’m trapped inside the moonlight
with you laying close to me
I’m not sure of this reality
because it’s made up of my dreams

I’m scared if I close my eyes
you’ll slip and fade away
I can’t believe you’re here with me
what can I do to make you stay

I’m torn inside the moonlight
my heart is a battleground
I shouldn’t be here with you tonight
but I feel so safe and sound

I trace your body with my fingertips
and forever locked in my memories
are the beat of your heart, the warmth of your skin
I’ll remember them for centuries

I embrace you in the moonlight
and ignore the ramifications
The voices that say you’re just a phase
Don’t understand what we have is gravitational

I couldn’t stay away if I wanted
and for you I know it’s the same
I love you and every fiber of your being
your body, your soul, your name

The pain is coming back again
I don’t know what to do
I feel the walls closing in
I thought these days were through

The tears are flowing fast again
I can’t make it through the day
It hurts just to breath
Please tell me that you’ll stay

I’m on my own again
And I know that I can’t do it
Without someone to lean on
I know that I’ll submit

To these thoughts I have again
That tell me to end it all
Without someone to be there
There’s no doubt that I’ll fall

The pain is stronger than ever
And I know I want to die
And since I’m all alone...
I guess it wouldn’t hurt to try

I know I shouldn’t take them
But they make me feel alive
These tiny pills in my hand
I need them to survive

Oh wait! I didn’t mean it
I can quit them when I please
Don’t look at me like that!
I can do without these!

Okay so maybe I can’t …
But it’s not that big a deal
I’ll just take them when I need to
I’ve got a will of steel!

So maybe I’m no superman…
What do you want? I’m only human!
Don’t judge me for my choices
My life isn’t in ruin!

At least not yet anyway…
But I know I have to have them!
The consequences be ******!
I’ll go crazy without ‘em

I know you think I’m losing it
But honestly I’ve never felt better…
Now where the hell are those pills?!?
I have to have them more than ever!