when I speak
i know what i'm saying

i listen
so i can learn

i smell
to see what i like

i will speak
if you ask

i love
because i care

i cry
because of emotions

i hurt
because your hurting

i fight
because there's no way out

i agree
because you are right

am i right
not all the time

i won't judge
because that's not me

am i bold
if you think so

do i know life
i can only try

is there a GOD
of course there is

what he has taught us
is how to live

my cematary of life
that i never knew
only to know
it was what i choose
never thinking of life
as the walking dead
we have no real thoughts
so we don't think instead
like a walking zombie
is the life we choose
to think of only one thing
and thats to get our next fix
we then start over
to plan our next fix
digging our hole
to bury our head

why can't they be forgotten
the bad times in my life

the thoughts, the sounds
of the times i hated

these things in my head
just keep racing

why are they there
why won't they go

is this my punishment
or
is this my crime

will this go away
in a matter of time

If your going Dream, DREAM BIG and you'll never FAIL!!!!!

Goals, Dreams, Visions, Direction and God will take you places.

Excuses are tools of incompetence that build monuments of nothing and
those who specialize in them are seldom good at anything else !!!!

Your direction
To your path

Have your dream
Make it last

Have adventures
Keep you past

Always remember
Life is fast

Don’t let go
Keep it slow

Your direction
To your path

Keep your meaning
Make it last

Always remember
That dream you had

Don’t let go
Life is fast

Your direction
To your path

Feel that meaning
That you have

Have passion
Drive you now
To that path

Your direction
You made it last

That dream you had
Is know your past

Is this a fantasey
Why can't I escape reality
I need no sympathy
I don't wan't anyone to cry
I know its never to late
to face the truth
my body and mind
ache all the time
I always feel
That I must put my past behind
I don't want to die
But I've always been scorned
Is life really
Easy come , Easy go
Does anything matter
Does anyone care
I see what I've become
Why can't I see the future
I want a new life
I want a new way
I never want to look
In that mirror again

torture at night
sickness during day
thoughts of leaving
keep going through my head
my head keeps pounding
feeling nothing but shame
never thinking
can life ever cange
a life of misery
with no place to go
i hide my feelings
to hide my shame
never talking
drives me insane
my thoughts won't leave me
i keep them retained
should i pick up and use
or should i run and hide
i go in circles
to pace the floor
these everasting feelings
i need to pour
these feelings of SHAME
i need no more

Family
Love
God
Hurt
Hunger
Homelessness
Helping
Hope
Faith
Happi­ness
Sadness
Life
Death
Killings
War

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Walk with me this path does lead us
Curved and twisted through the fields
Tempting is the destination
And the secrets it may yield

Around the bend an entrance beckons
Long before the skies turn grey
Shrouded by the lost horizon
Wishing us to come and play

Golden grasses form the boundary
Step between the flowing lines
Quickly now the leaves are blowing
Listen as the wind it whines

Nestled in a frame like forest
Set amongst the grandest view
Love awaits our storm chased folly
Calling out to me and you

Fade the darkness from your vision
Follow me to where I roam
No need now to brave the weather
For we have found our way back home