she never had a mind to see me at first
But grew to my out strenched intentions.
she caredless about standards
sounding like a bell of harvest.

The difference came when I set my feet in,
considerate and humble like a priest at the altar.
I didn't present more than I was and
successfully she switched the flow to my favor.

she needednot much but my love and heart
my words were blown with simplicity
For she loved more of sincerity.
Betray not my intentions, rather branch into
my life as a full time companion.

I can't fail to whisper in your ears
what brings joy to my soul
And I can't stand to loose your smile
since its a touch of happiness.

your absence damages my thinking
Emptying my mind to a doom,
Having my thoughts kept in traffic
By your class of beauty.

The dilemma dies out even when I meet new faces
I so not wish for more than what God has given.
save me the danger of competition
its only a trophy for one winner.

I have read a number of books
And I seen the sunset all my life
its all uncomparable to how
Much I feel for you.

The wind blows in all sides of life
washes away the weak, and turns
their dust to mud
But I still stand champion
In loving you.

Am digging a tunnel  
so that I keep progress
in finding more of your love.

A smile costs nothing but adds alot to you.
Asmile is stronger than fear,
And produces memories of eternity
A smile so priceless
But a treatment for sorrow

Love is a venture handled differently
From how business is run
Immense I appreciate your heart that hardened
After softening mine.

A thing that technology cant invent or change
Beyond the pale of human skills and making.
For this I stand as one director
I have employed my heart to Love yours
And thoughts of you to keep my mind company.
Not even  assistants needed in this affair

It’s only a connection of hearts
That has kept us together
Not the knowledge that I bear  
Or have acquired in institutions.

Where Love exists all Laws bow
No PHD or Masters needed to live this life
Measured to no amounts of cash
No traded soul survives
Not even exchangeable to a full Bullion van
For this am mean enough to say
No love for sale

You can’t read its quantity
Neither can you see its bounty
Even while you listen to my heart beat
You can’t know or measure it,
Grams to Kilos
Liquid or A Solid
Dark or light
Whether Billions of Dollars
Spoonful or A truck.

To love is to Love
Little or much
Small or big
Blind or sick
It Comes from a thought
Develops to feelings
Sweetness befalls in fullness
And all becomes colourful.

Out of the thousands of beings
My eyes rested on you.
You are only un compare able because
A waterfall is beautiful to one person
And a noisy destruction for the rest
I don’t need any other opinions
About my favourite choice.
For I can smell how much you love me
And I do hear the voice of your thoughts
To spend all eternity with me.
Lock up your heart and mind
So that none of the others gets to
Hack into our system.
No games played on the battle field.

Year after year,
you have lived to make me happy
Through thick and thin
you have loved me.

To you who has seen all days
And so you stand out
To be my Herein.

you didn't give up on me
when I was a prodigal son
And even at the point of
me being a black sheep
of your own family.

God bless you for showing
Me the light.
Forever gteatful.........
Happy 50th Bd

I didn’t choose to love you
Because I was lonely.
But I love you because I need you.
Even though I have worries,
Your cute smile washes all
Of them into laughter.
Despite my imperfect nature,
You chose to walk with me
Through all this.
It’s now our journey and
Not mine alone anymore.
My being with you was simplify because
my heart left me with No other option
Apart from being drowned in your love.
My stay with you is like having
A dream you never want to loose.
I have only planted grapes by the
Roadside because love is
A depot that spares no one.
What we started is like a coconut
Hard to crack but sweet in the inside.
I stay longer in hope, for am sure
Patience will put a crown
On our heads

Every girls dream is to walk down the Aisle
With the perception of never loosing touch.
The uncountable speeches I delivered
And a billion words undelivered in shyness.
Only waiting to walk down the Aisle of her heart
To soak and drown you in love
And feather you like a hen
Cover your ears with endless whispers
Make you feel like an Angel,
Chase your dreams one after the other
In a castle of a bright future
Beyond awesomeness’ of a queen bee

Consciously, I looked on in failure
There she went
With the one I suppose she loved
They smiled and laughed together
As I watched from the opposite side.
Each time he looked a side
She kept killing me with flying kisses,
Don’t grab any or else your calling for danger.
More to which She kept sending winks,
I sent her 1000 more in my head.
Hey Lady, come over and share a secret,…
Do you prefer chocolate or Ice cream
Fine, then make your choice
Ahh, how about dinner tonight
Off She went smiling as my heart was too
Lazy to let my mouth open.
Not long, a memory was shared
At the very back of the sponsor
Lasting  ages of hours.

Never interested in my mistakes  but at all costs engaged
To see me survive.
Though a times I feel a giant over
A few achievements, never jealousy
But tasking to see more and better.
“Your bigger than this” is my reward in time
This has taught me to progress.
You’re great when am great
And great even when am greater
Through all that I encounter
Soon I stand out victorious
And paid a penny of respect.

Then I grow Eagle wings,
In many attempts to fly
I hopelessly return to the ground.
Get up and walk, further inspired
Even at the helm of my success
I oftenly bolt back for remedies
Standing prominent and brave
Known to many as the greatest
Though the porter stands great in all.

I wore a very serious look like a tempered dog
Moved down to the shelve and picked a few items,
Little time had been budgeted for the location.
In a rush, I felt a hand passing over my head,
I turned at once and looked.
Mother Nature had stripped naked
A Painted face from lashes to neck
A straight chest like that of a model
Curved body not comparable to mannequins
Less to say like a drained princess
An age determined by closeness
Sounding with a soft pitch…’’I take the blame”.
I immediately nodded to the Y-axis
Wondering if the devil had come
To warn me about death.
For this time I wished I had Gods number
To book or even subscribe for a creation,
One of a kind who looked younger
Than its creation.
Dashing out priceless smiles that captured the
Attention of the by passers, it so happens
That originals really shine for ages.

A blessing only comes from above
Though your deeds gladly play a roll
How much more can you ask than he
has provided.
Through all invisibilities
Gathering ash for moulding
And breaking giants to ash
The only one who shares no status of insolvency
His power stands not opposed
Gravity and heights all bow for him
One who causes seeds to sprout out of cement
All wealth is just a coin to him

Who of all these will put me down
The serious and lazy all together
Casual and combat ready for a mission.

Much as the back is built with terror
My succcess is assured to the throne
having been there time and again
Just like you can't teach an old gorilla the
paths of the forest
Equiped with experience and
shinning with medals from
the previous wars.
Am blocked from reaching the peak
but before death holds you captive
your plan is never a failure,
like soldiers never run out of invasions,
a star fights to maintain position
in coldness or sunshine.

There is nothing sweeter compared to living
successfull
You carry prestigious names with no pay
All a close associate to thousands.
Blow the trumpet to his entry for
the jungle rule applies.
only to test how patient and
tactical you can over look danger
to a dream.
Too much sharpness can cause failure
As a single bracelet doesnt jingle
boiling situations in abundance only to start,
test and run with sour conclusion.
A simple bomb clears hundreds to the flow
but though amongest plenty the brave ones
survive. Let the last man stand

The slightest light i see in the night when
the sun goes to rest.
The morning star that truimphs over
my daily worries
A mirror of positive reflection
that says to me all is well even when
am terribly troubled

Your the bridge to my hapiness even
where is no river to cross
Your the flight that flies all
the pain away though you have
got no wings
Like two ants can't fail to pull a grasshopper.
The wormth i feel in the middle of winter
The thinnest prison hole set for my rescue
and freedom
The last bullet to set captives free and
restore the dead to life
An Angel of lightful moments
A gallop of Oxygen to my injuries and an
eraser of the past
Last turn for a complete 360 in my life
A needle that brings my broken pieces
together
The path to the road of success
Chosen umbrella to shelter me
I live like a mouse in gold
Can not eat or sell it
Only to construct a home to raise hopes

It only functions as stated
Rarely does it give exergyoration
Serving the purpose of its formation
when you wish it cold, you have it
More active with hot temperatures
Not like a man who uses force
afraid of reasoning.

Here i come once again
A culprit of my own trap
slender to slender
I observe possibilitie in vain
Replacing a burger for an omlete
Dear me,
This bridge so deadly yet i carry massive weights of preciousness
The water lays deep down
But my soul worries for the body
And the hearts trouble foreseen.
Clinging on a slippery rope
By the sides of a tamefull nature
i love not to fall
since beauties of the rocks
capture only the sight of the eyes
And renders the heart restless
Trying it out doesnt mean i own it
All far fetched
A development from illusionsto
Sky diving, this stands worse than
the mares in reality.
Thickness and thinness in despair.

It only mattered for a moment since i wished not
to carry such a lame idea in me
How scarly my face looked
That it caused your stomach to tumble
Granting you a day of mystery
And makes you loose your touch of romance.
Could really be that ugly that my looks
make warm food go bad, and melting ice
That i looked worse than suicide bombers
i couldnt be the reason why the sun rises late
Soon my face dropped with colorless wrinkles
By i knew a wise man always finds away

The bright one appeared
radiant as the sun
i didnt want to close my eyes to facts, to learn from
accidents.
By and by the time my calvary went to rest
strange and innocent,
spoke with eloquence
Her words got me drunk like a shot of the
favourite John Walker
She lamented as she spoke words of light
to my face,
A smile blossomed to the lips
The teeth re-jointed in happiness,
You must be a bio-chemical reaction
start brings about new life.

For the years i have lived.
Only God stands a witness and
Then you bear the question to
what goes on in your life.
If life goes worse, it doesnt
mean you do bad.
Couple hope with all you do
Have faith not doubt
Replace fear with strength
And make God your source to everything
Why do you wish to receive
when you don't wish to give
Just like you can't buy a miracle.
Keep your fingures crossed and walk
a path of passion in the Lord
For each day the birds in the air eat,
sleep and reproduce with no
single penny.
Widely open eyes to a growth
in status of your personality
all courtessy of believing the most high
raise the flags to all and
make compassion part of
your life experience.
He provides in abundance to overflow
Our expectations, sleep not to
purchase but have in bounty.

Only known to the one who cares
The one who cares about the cold mornings and nights?
Prepares breakfast, a cool shower and a warm bed for it
Seen as a burden to the one who created.

Standing in hope of making moneys
For its beautiful future
Though hard for it to understand
Because all it needs is time not money
But love

That loves, healing all its sicknesses
Unknown temperatures and worries
How shameful…
The love of the bearer is far from it,
Further than the sky from the ground.
In growing up, all smiles and pains
Attributed to the comforter of moments
And not the proprietor.

‘Am to Pm’ schedule for a day(Mon…Fri)
Lasting meetings and functions for the weekends,
All this keeps it in vain of blood loneliness.
They find carrying it is unbearable
Taking their own joy as pain in the ***
A great gift taken as a disturbance of peace,
Who knows how terrible you were by that age?
I consider you a coward of your own creation.

See no further, but rather think closer to reconciliation
Care takers turning out as mummy!!!
Which ought to be a sweet name for the Author.
They still carry on with no guilt
Money is what they call responsibility
Yet the poor groom brains with no cash.

Life is a miracle. Don’t let it slip away
Open your heart to others & give yourself each day
See the beauty in everyone regardless of where they have been
Share your gifts, your talents & listen with your heart
Do things you dream while you still have time
Pick a bouquet of flowers & show someone you still care
Be gracious & forgiving, Life is not always fair
Hold fast to your courage, you may need it down the road
We all have a cross to bear which only a caring heart can make lighter
For nothing can erase the good deeds we do-not even fire or death
And if you practice all these things
No matter where you roam
You’ll find both the sun & rain but you’ll never feel alone
History will judge us not based on what we believe but how that which we claim to believe translates into the common good of human kind.
Happy End of the very first beginning of our Path to Greatness-to being Re-Known & Remarkable Lawyers of 2moro. May the Lord God Your Creator Enlarge your store houses not only as individuals but as an entire family. May He Jealousy Guard and keep watch over you. May He (Your Lord   & Creator) Bless you & make his continence shine upon you and be gracious to you. May He turn his face towards you and give you peace as you sojourn as GOD’s Ambassador in this Evil Stricken World.

patrick

I needn’t any evidence to prove this
Like lawyers say Res Ipsa Loquitor
To mean facts speak for themselves
Steadily sited on the driving wheel.
And my hands widely open in glorification it was a time boom that had enslaved my feelings
The blast that left my white shirt colored with artistic pictures
In bits of red, pink-scented with lip like marks.

My heart pumped like ‘I dare you for more’.
“Relax and keep calm,” were the words from her lips.
Later………I mean later,
Those around us only saw shadows that fought in a distance
Changing positions like salsa dancers.
And at this time I read her lips.
Theses two chapters seemed like a thousand pages
So short in terms of pages but enjoyable to read trust me when I tell you
A full composition settled into two, all that you know be it French
You can never get bored while you read these pages.
The smiles gave me more comfort to keep going
I wouldn’t mind reading them again and again
And even ask for extras time.
Eyes closed in deep meditation and not to absorb shyness from the surrounding
A little closer was my whisper
For it was an intensified moment.

I think I have something better for you, she claimed.
Oh yes say it before I burn with flameless fire,
Am your chef and so I make the menu
Sit back let me cook  a mighty dish for you.
And when she served, my taste buds swore
Bleeding with saliva.
I was completely drowned into her
Shallow as a bottle top but a ladder needed to climb out
I was fed with apples, berries, and nuts
Then she added, belch not before sunrise
I have got extra of what you haven’t tasted.

Hey! I know you! You are created in God’s image, made in heaven, assembled on Earth, tagged ‘Bright future’. All your life you have strangled it may be just by the way you wrecklessly live your life as a young person. And Right now, you could even be fighting what you’ve called a bad past. Your parents, you feel were not your best expectation. They did not give you the best body or figure. Why was I not born in Rwakitura? You ask sometimes!! Your friends cannot understand you because you don’t seem to understand yourself either. You wish you could do many things, participate in many activities but you fear that public eye. “What will they think? What if I fail?” You keep turning your head to see if someone is pointing at you. You fear people may be talking behind your back. You have fears you cannot face. You have a dream but can’t explain why everyone else gets the opportunity except you. You feel none cares, no one bothers. Even those who dare may be up to personal interests. You have a small book where you have written your earthly troubles. It is tucked away under your bed. You feel lonely even when you’re in a crowd. You have cried so many times, so many tears. Your heart is almost in pieces. 'A certain man named Zacchaeus was in your association. It seemed like he was not on Jesus’ programme that day. He was rich on the outside but yet empty on the inside. You, like him don’t seem to enjoy Jesus the way others do because of some shortness. Your opportunities have been hiding right behind your limitations. Zacchaeus ran ahead of the rest and clambered up a sycamore tree. There Jesus invited him to climb down, for that night he would be his guest. Probably you have been laboring so hard to attract Jesus’ attention, week after week with little or no hope. Yet your moment of heavenly visitation came many years ago at Calvary’s cross. He that came to seek and save the lost is already smiling in your direction, inviting you to alight from yourself self pity, your in-built guilt, doubst, past disappointments and whatever else it might be, so you can allow the great physician give rest to your troubled soul;
Young man, you are handsome. Young Lady, you are beautiful and gorgeous. Therefore may the fruit of your doings be excellent and comely for all who see you.May you be as a beautiful tree whose fruit is sweet and whose leaf does not fade. A garden well watered and tended.May you be established above challenges & temptations, to be a Living epistle, being read every day and may many consult at your feet-in earnest desire to know the secret of how you have overcome. Today is here again. The opportunity is now.

My presence in LDC was an obligation to find fortune and it was kindled and ready to swim as a Law Don amidst the professional predecessors in the matter. Whoever looked at me while I sloped down to the centre stood assured that I was going to trade my money for knowledge.
Like success is a calculated design, I dedicated my time from the day the magic ink from the secretary dropped on my paper in approval of my contract with the geniuses. Soon I set my goals as I got engaged with big brains that kept tickling my brains with knowledge and in no time my thinking capacity had multiplied faster than a virus in my head.
This was not a joking matter as some ambassadors to the centre retired before executing their duties due to the un friendly terms that were expressed, while others switched to Airplane  mode to ignore all terminologies’ that would likely  trespass to the head to block their understanding.
In this issue, I had to act big headed and consent to all, and if possible download a knowledge converter to store all the necessary data. Much as I germinated from law ignorance and sprouted courageously, I was terribly affected when I set foot to apply my wisdom to the justice defaulters in the hungry world. My shock was that most people looked like justice stores but where rather pregnant with lies which left me cringing, and this too has greatly caused miscarriage of justice in the society. How can you convince me to let them rest peacefully on earth, that would be disrespecting the knowledge that the centre has acquitted me with.
I beg on your pardon, haven’t I got a right to vociferate about this? I didn’t jump from a filling basin to watch injustice take precedence; and I wouldn’t stand drowning my ambitions of freeing many minds from their crippled negative thoughts that nothing is going to be better.  Thus set your eyes to seeing positivity yet to come. It’s better to believe than disbelieve, in so doing we bring all to a realm of positivity. Of course, don’t expect me to swear an affidavit to confirm that but though am more than willing to become an Onus to those that **** and defile justice in day light.
“Know the law” wasn’t quoted for history but to diagonise those who smuggle injustices and inequalities into our society. It’s a generation of thinkers although some people are still locked up, far from the truth with the while defaulters stand with a defence of insanity. Mind whoever that ignorance of law is not a defence; we have to undress society of its evils to qualify ourselves to be called children of justice. It begins with the legal brains but cuts across all sectors with common intensions. In all capacities quarter, half or fully baked with knowledge and understanding we ought to light one another’s candle, not to set bush on fire and selling off the innocent souls.
Am a preacher of justice, a justice centred mind, preaching to heads of undefined demeanour.  If 1 is a position and one by one makes a bundle, then what’s your position in justice?
A naked mind can’t achieve anything.  Just like we all work for a better tomorrow and not to live as vagabonds in this world, therefore don’t smile back if you’re not ready to take the precautions to send the devil back to hell.  As a merchant of justice, I bow for all great country men who have endlessly stood firm and fought to protect the house of justice.

I can’ t tell how it started ,
But like you know, every story has got
its history
A ’ one mans idea to reach out to A ’
one beauty
A ’ One man thought wise to make a
pair
From togetherness a ‘whole ’ was
formed ,
All back to one .
From one, a pair emerged
Sooner than later two more products
came.
After a pair, one at a time.
The author came last in line
No one had choice of position while
the
Game was played one to two , three to
four
Though I don’ t know the intended
number ,
Game played in series .
Emerging heights from four and two
To one and three
The Scores ; first half, Lady to Gent
Following Lady to Gent
First pair stands with two
And last stands wit noon,
No others , besides three and one.

Eyes crave for the Heart
I am always like an Eagle high in the sky
Spotting down the earth for my prey
Most times I eyed wonderful catches
But I was too slow to have any
My eyes where focused in all angles
To earn the best taste to my self
Like many other predators below and above
With a similar target

You couldn’t watch me but I noticed all your moves
How happy you went
For the times you dodged my traps.
The delight was mine as, you fattened for consumption
I knew time would come
When all your choices would bare no other solution;
For me to have either raw or roasted
Despite your consciousnesses my goals stand valid

My dreams of everlasting hatred for you
Are buried in heights of love
I hated you because I was naïve and young.
And in all my life activities I would do anything to have you
Far away from me.

I truly detested you like snakes fear fire
Now not any more., that the love I bear is
Greater than the sand spread at the beach.
I give it all to you,

Remembering how I suffered interlia under your arms
With countless sleepless nights
In effort to match your standards.
Each time they assembled us to simply laugh at me,
I became certain of never catching up with you.

You didn’t stand being my subject but soon turned
Me into your subject.
I now Love you as much as I suffered for/with you
Always thought we are not compatible till
My patience delivered its promise.
Am an outstanding character for having
Mastered your ways.

You have taught me how to read with analysis
Since my regrets sound more prestigious and
Surprising than an engagement moment.
You are a true blessing in disguise.

They use you to find me, and when they find me,
I use you to keep them.
I see others laughing, in praise of a gift,
Some say your funny, while others Emotional,
One told me your lonely and the other said your lovely.
Then another said you’re complicated, while the rest
Congratulate me in your presence, and
Award me on your behalf even
To an extent of adopting your own name.

Hardly, can I do without you, though my phones
And gadgets don’t say a word but wonder why we
Always have to keep in contact.
For the sake of writing, I carry pens
Half of my time is spent on reading,
Memorizing in typing.
Together we rock, partners of eternity
With a bond as strong as fish in water.

like me or not, am here to stay
but only on purpose.
whether in the short or long-run,
i have got the courage to carry on .
Though many bare blind thoughts
i stand to sieve them for sense,
cause all i care for is positivity in the mind,
a listening ear, an open mouth to give the tongue
an opportunity of express, amidst misery
or fortune.

what i see can't be read, yet what i read can be seen
and what i bare is unbearable yet i still bare it.
what i think is not in my memory,but part of my thoughts
and what i act comes from my brain.
the brain uses energy to think
though food eaten doesn't go to the brain
what i feel is pain in the chest yet my brain holds the issue
in question.

so sorry for those whose Hearts decide without
contemplating; and have their minds open to
any ideas whose origin sounds worse
than a midnight horror

am not a fan of hear say but though easily taken
by facts.
stinking facts that rest the dead in peace,
and makes the winter surrender its
coldness for warmth.

a-pair of spects is not enough
to help me see this happen
rather the astonishing faith i bare
bends the ocean waves
to grant me a safe stay.
The untamed memories cling unto my back
strongly guiding me never to give up
but focus with passion.

And thereafter; wash my illusions
not to the setting sun
but the night moon to light the disgraced souls
with an ever-brightly-shinning tom-morrow.
my strength lays in my hope
my hope surrounded by faith
for its faith that i believe:
" all is possible"

In all our days together,
Happiness took precedence.
The joy and laughter’s we had must have annoyed many.

I wouldn’t mind returning, but my wounds too fresh to heal
Cause I strictly stood to share with you all I am.

A penny or dollar whichever the case? I gave it the best
Like a mother would do to her child
But the worst in this
You always have me to blame.
Amidst temptations I stood firm
Unfortunately you couldn’t stand any hardships
You lived a soft life like a computer with no virus.

You hanged me for my innocence
From the providence I gave unto you.
Take as much as you wish
I retain my life, to build for a better,
You undressed my dignity
And left me naked in dilemma….

You robbed my rich heart, leaving it as empty as the sky
Without even a star to light my way
Darkness covers me all throughout
Lonely are the times I live

Am truly grateful for hosting you
In my life you lived like a superstar
More popular than the TV soaps.

In the Hollywood of my friends you shinned,
Before disaster was born to us
We made thousands of decisions
But Never was fate included.
Many had made glorious entries
But  unbearable departure.
It was intended to love and never to hate
To have and never to loose.

What would you do if one morning
All joy turned to fear (dreams to past)
Hopes into sorrow
To chase so shortly
And gone too soon
I presumed I was preventive
But it happened; like death steals the living.
A disease undiagnosed
With no announcement to make.

Have got no more to chase
Cause the choice isn’t mine to make.
The beauty and fantasies
Now buried in disappointment .

Your face smiles with hatred and shame
………..Shalom to you
Who crippled the Love that I had
And washed my efforts to dust
Nothing left to protect
Rather all left to the blowing wind
To determine its direction and destiny.

Where in the world does most
Love comes from?
The world is summarized by its big size,
But you summarize the;
Beauty in the whole world.
What a merchant of beauty, you are.
I can straightly tell you;
That you melt my worries each time
We are together.

Though I choose my daily menu,
I never chose that we meet
But destiny brought you into my life.
Away from my thoughts
and imaginations-you appeared  
Kicking out the terror of all night mares from me
and setting me free, off the hook
of living with a wandering mind.

Considered me a Great man isn’t the issue
but hunting down
The most prestigious, beautiful-though feared
and untamable in nature, has left all men
Bowing in respect . For this is;, my treasure
I trade it with no other.
The Indescribable body that lives me boasting.
All Lying in my custody
Let it live, but dehorn it ,So that it may not hurt you

And when we met it was unusual
I thought I was sleep walking.
You entice me with sweet memories
From the time you set foot, in my life.

The darkness of loneliness disappeared in thin air,
I felt love moving down my soul
this time, I had graduated
With a first class degree in love
and straight away you granted me a post,
Senior counsel in the chambers of your heart.

Goodbye to the Merchants of lies
Am away from the streets of loneliness
To a city of happiness
I wish not to look back
I may miss a memory of this
Comfort zone.
Don’t wake me up, am no longer a dreamer

To you
Who is well known to my heart?
Close to me like my skin
And attached to me like my nails

You drain in me like blood,
I no longer like you
but now crazy for you.
Though not yet sure of
My medical mental status
Am not worried being
diagnosed with your love.
For I have tasted it
Sweet and bitter at the same time

I can’t count how many times
You patrol my brain nerves
Disconnecting my senses
And planting there
Endless illusions and dreams
About my (future with you).

I see colors of love
In your smile; And your shinning face
Gives me hope to work out my fears
And overcome my worries

It may take me long
Getting closer to you
But it will be more
Than forever me letting you go

The wind blowing side by side
As am sitted in a chair
my eyes open
widely like those of an owl

I may stop thinking about it
but can't stop imagining;
will it be possible for me,
shall I make it there;
and if I do shall I Maintain it!

I wish to take a step to my bed
and cover up for wormth
but I keep thinking that
i could miss the message

ofcourse its harder than I thought
both veiling my lack with a shadow
I see how close I am
but I realize how distant it goes

lack by both; was sent to me
but hopes keep fading in fear.
once I get hold of it
my eyes will then close not to have
any other.

April 28, 2014 turned out to be more than a beautiful day,
and yet more hilarious, I should say.
  After a long day of hard work, as usual I headed to
LDC to prepare for my evening lectures.
I majestically moved to my lecture room about 7;00
which was unusual because I always made it more earlier.
Upon reaching late, I looked so confused
and I grabbed a seat to keep me calm.
Trying to concentrate on the learning,
my mind was disrupted as I couldn't bear the noise
that came from the surrounding
this attracted my attention and I decided
to excuse my self for a moment.
As I moved gazing out;
I saw people had gathered near
the most influential department in every sector
(toilet) and to my mind I thought it would either be
mob justice or a strike.
Though this has never happened at LDC
because it would be news worldwide.
Ignoring that, I saw someone weeping like
“I need this money”; as I personally approached them.
Oh no...she cried; I have to do it again.
Lost in the confusion, As I turned back to go for my lecture,
someone shouted …it is true, they are out….
Obviously, by that time I was out of the lecture
and I didn’t mind the statement in motion,
but when I gave it a second thought;
I camouflaged without hesitation.
Then I decided to draw closer only to see,
there were sheets of paper.
This was really unusual as it caught me off guard.
Results..! My eyes almost
run out of the sockets through the spects.
Well for those who had failed,
I only thought of Fangil mande
who had just resigned 2 days back,
both situations stood painful I didn’t know
where I belonged at the moment.
I drew even closer only to be relaxed
by my name that appeared in M…showing
I hadn't passed, (but I had rather excelled).
My friends were all around as I turned
in excitement thinking about who I could tell first,
obviously whoever was around had known.
But this didn’t stop me from bearing a huge smile on my face,
only if people knew how my heart was dancing
the famous ‘calypso’ dance, and just by the side
there was a post indicating gowns on sale.

I immediately jumped into one gown
and moved gently like a lady walking down the Aisle,
while all my friends clapped and laughed excitedly
as if I was going to give them gifts, all for my achievements.
Then my buddy Jason taped me
and said ‘I have something to tell you’.
Oh no it wasn’t like I imagined,
It wasn’t graduation day, I was just taken up by the moment;
in shock of my excellence.
I smiled and moved away
‘Thank you Lord’ is what kept on my mind whispering
you are a genius and so I moved a way
in flames of happiness.

if I werent
a real man
  I would
salivate
each time I
saw you.

I  Treasure
            you because of your
                      Cynosure
                             ­   And I have
                                       Cocksure
                                               for your
                                                     Measures.
 ­                                            With
                              Pleasure,
                                  I will find the
                                          Licensure,
                                              to be with you
                                                       In any
                                                      Weather,
                                                           and  for that I will
                                                            Ensure.
                                                 Before
                    Closure or Seizure
                                         I
                                    Assure
                                        you that I will
                                            Neither
                                                 Think of your
                                       Disposure
                                                    nor
                                                        Your
                                            Censure
                                                       for a bright
                                          Future.

Belovest,
        Taking it as the most outdated wont be my concern but rather the data once mastered all shall be well. I stand on strong grounds not to convince you into such an engagement but to give you another reason to be gladly happy.
Putting into consideration that I am neither a lost sheep nor the provider of my future, rather I am patient not to promise but make each day a memory unforgettable.
    Whoever I am and I want to be God knows well but am sure he has prepared the best. I should call my self a hero to have you and yet a miserable man cause having you is seeing physical love and how I fear that I may loose you to the terrible world.
Not even for a second should you take me for an angel cause am not, but one thing am sure about is I am myself in all conditions.

Recalling the time I put you on the scale of my heart to gauge you in my life as more than an important activity and project worth all my endeavors. I can bear the pain of sharing your sorrow and climbing with you to the heights of your worries. i

We've been friends but i am sure you’re now more than sweet dream to me, there have been lots of laughter between us that have made me closer to you. The love you so desperately seek is here in my arms ….now I'm telling you that you are the one for me.

I've kept my feelings for you contained for as long as I could, and true, honest love shouldn't be contained and kept for this long, others only see it in halves; they see your body but what I feel for you is way more than a skin on your body, so deep in the veins, growing more and more every day, and growing deeper than the deepest and more everlasting every passing minute.
You mean so much to me, Just seeing your smiling face or hearing your heart-melting voice just brightens me up. I don’t wish for a lot but for God to keep in me the hope of me being more than my thoughts to you and your family.

I bolted out of the door like
a ghost was after me
My head had run short of remedies
I just couldn’t stand the words that hard been spoken to me
Though I didn’t get so angry,
I went vigorous and as dangerous as acid

I contained my temper, Iced my thoughts in seconds
Slowly heated up like a boiling bot
But my lovely face kept smiling

Then I muted myself
Cause if I said a word, it would be terror for them.
Worse than that of the famous Napoleon’s and ******’s
I knew if I rose up neither Samson nor David would have stopped me.

You’re not a coward I said to my self
What happens next, now is the moment…
I dramatically stand up, with a roaring, thunderous voice
And cried out with energy;
“you think you can handle me….Ahhhh
A man of my caliber shouldn’t be addressed by
an antiquated voice of a lumpen. I say to you
Watch your mouth carefully
or else, hell will be too close for you to be”.

For a moment I felt cracks of pity off my face.
Unfortunately, this was only said to my heart
No one heard the drama inside me,
Cause by that time; I looked worse than fear its self
The words running through my nutshell couldn’t
Solve the situation,
‘should have said it off’
I kept this as my Wish.

Tears aren't my remedy
Much as I can't keep away from you
I try to condense and bear it
though the pain is worse than a blazing bush

you are now more than an Ulcer to me
that I cant scratch when it itches me
I still keep it  in my dreams
but hate it how you play with my thoughts
chasing you from there is effortless
cause you never move an inch

Too tired of how your name sounds in my mind
louder than Xmas bells
ringing in church

your name runs through my head like the moving wind in the air
Each time calling me for rescue
but have never found it when  I search

making the matter worse
the memories I bear
turn all "hate to love"
......"my lovely hopes to fear"

And each time you have to go
I Hardly wish you to leave
thinking you would be back
Even when you simply say goodbye
My heart is left debating

The distance left is longer than that
from Earth to the stars in the sky
Now for sure I find it true that
I can easily catch a cold than get over my worries for you.

I trust in God
....I have got
Prayers to say
Calls to answer
Goals to achieve
problems to solve
Appointments to keep
The jobs to finnish
Places to go
Kids to love
Deadlines to meet
Books to read
Parents to care for
People to assist
Journeys to travel

moving ahead with time
I feel so stressed out, disappointed
need no calls to answer
Goals lying far apart
More problems to solve
The feeling of moving no where
All books put to rest
No more appointments
And getting on lonely.