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The silence
is not deafening,
the flowers
are not listening,
to my hushed soliloquy -
and so I speak;

I only ask for an ounce, but
I yearn for more bouts
of domestic felicity.
It's not some grand wish,
no mere flight of fancy -
only a gentle plea
for an interlude
from the monotone
blur of days.

At first, it sounds
so very twee:
layered harmonies
and classical strings,
like an echo of
Vivaldi's "Spring"

But Pomme asks,
"Pourquoi j’y pense encore?
Y a quoi de mieux avant?"
Why do I still think about it?
What was there
that was better before?

In an earlier verse,
I was slowly
singing towards
my dirge.
If this resonated with you, I gently recommend exploring Pomme’s music. I personally love her album "Saisons" xxxx
Her heart remains
In Winter's ice
Some embers dance—
only to prance
toward Spring's entice

Unknowable are her
heart's desires,
and so she must wait
for Spring's cool fires
to melt away the crystalline
and reveal the love
she yearns to sing

And so, she waits for Spring
I wonder
if I surprised life
with the things I've done
or if it's vice versa
fly back home
for life
for I-

I want you
want to hold you by your wings
as you try to squirm out of my grasp

I crave the gratification
of being The one
to quell your fiery yet ever so insipid attempts

for you disturb me so
fluttering around the room
occasionally bumping into me

you cannot even hope to harm me
won't when I get you
you can't even hope

to know that I think I hear
your murderous intent in the flapping
Think your spiracles are overused

but I know
that I want it to stop
whatever it is
I honestly despise any and all insects
Does it have to be heavy today?
Can I not carry
every memory,
every almost,
every ache—
just for today?
7.24.25 (0010)

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I don't know how to love you anymore.
Is it love if it feels like obligation?
I don't know how to share things with you now.
So I let you create stories with your imagination.

I keep my failures and success on a shelf.
It's a way for me to keep protecting myself.
You knowing anything feels far too vulnerable for me.
Cuz you have a history of using it all against me.

You lean on me when I've never been that sturdy.
I've told you before but you never really heard me.
You tell me you admire my independence.
I react to your admiration with defense.
Cuz you never really listened and if you did,
You'd know what a lonely road it's been.

I know you never received the love you desire.
I sympathize for you, but that sympathy grows tired.
Because you could've changed the cycle with me.
Instead you repeated history.
I don't want to carry this resentment anymore.
But I also can't seem to leave it on the floor.
Believe me I have tried, but it's always by my side.
I cannot forgive something you were never sorry for.
I needed a protector.
Love is thinner than a piece of cheesecloth,
transparent yet confusing to navigate.
More conservative than a political debate
More hearts are broken than mended
.
I am determined to search globally for an end to this love.
We desire it fiercely and embrace our fate to heal humanity.

Love may be a fleeting remedy,  
Yet we pursue it with fervent desire,  
Yearning to feel complete.

How many times must someone
How many times must we yearn to feel complete?  
How many times will we be let down by this thing called love?  
He loves me, or he doesn’t.  
I love him, but he chooses to reject my advances.  
His heart clearly desires someone else.

Love is a cross that many of us must bear.
It can be a profound and challenging burden to carry.
However, I feel empathy for its victims in relation to what we call love.
Love cannot be controlled or confined.
I will not bring something
new into this world.

I have lost every thing ever given to me,
I will break anything I make;
I will make nothing.

I let her go,

I left her.

Turn your palms to the sky and ask for rain;
Turn your palms to each other and ask for help;

Turn your palms to me

Turn your palm to me

A cheek is meant to be red (oh rouge oh blush oh pain)
Turn my palms to the ground and ask for forgiveness
I’m sorry I thought-
I’m sorry I’ll try-

I’m sorry, tell me why

Turn my palms to each other
I hold the world;
Turn my palms to me
I swear I am sincere.

I have let everything break around me

I cannot fix anything, I make anew a lie, the taste in my mouth is not stone, it is grinding pebbles
paper becomes mulch wet chew salt ink

I don’t deserve this

I am angry
I don’t deserve this

Turn your palms to the earth and whisper your wish
Close my hand around my sword

Close your hand in the dirt

Your neck shall

Your bones shall

My blade shall


Everything I have ever touched has been broken;

Thank you for letting me embrace you

I will not bring something new into this world.  It was a happy dream.  Don’t let me go

Break yourself with me
I'm often inspired by the media I read to write poetry, instead of my own experiences — if it's recognisable to anyone, this was written in the mindset of Laois from the series Delicious in Dungeon
Your stem is crooked — your head will fall
without help.  Your neighbour crosses your path
but lends no support.

You must be the only broken thing.

Why?

What hurt you? Did anything hurt you at all? If I could look in the past
Read you like a story
Satisfy the curiosity
— Did you snap
under the weight of a visitor? Or
Is your crown too heavy? Was life too kind; It let you grow fat and happy.
Was life too harsh and you begged for everything on the chance you’d get something at all,
until you had enough, and suddenly found you didn’t know how to stop begging?

There’s no story to read.
I walk away
and don’t think of you

until I’m writing a poem about daisies, and I walk
the same road I’ve walked every day
before — in my mind, in the dark of
my room, with bare feet
wearing a comfortable day dress to bed
because I don’t want to do laundry — and I remember you
I remember spotting you because you were different and
Oh, what a shame: this one is broken
unlike all the others
I had no rush so I stopped and looked
But there was nothing else to see so I kept walking.

This time I do not walk away.
I stop and look
and I think of you,
The broken Shasta Daisy, taller than all the others digging through the pavement
— you will fall further than them all, and you were the only one worth knowing.
I like going on walks, and I was thinking about a daisy I passed the other day...

if a man wants to see you
he will magically appear
if he does't
he won't


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