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299 · Jan 2015
Highway 1
The Jolteon Jan 2015
The further down this path I get
The more lonesome I feel
Friends begin to get stripped away
Slipping through cracks in our lives
Family is dwindling
Either departed or moved away
My body even turns on itself
Breaking down healing slowly
To find space in this world some turn to jobs
But even those are few and far between
Though the road is lined with beautiful flowers
The concrete I walk on is cold hard
In my mind I do take refuge
But imagination can only get you so far
299 · Feb 2019
Restless
The Jolteon Feb 2019
Come out of the struggle
Into the light
The day turns to night
Everything you fought is alive
Crying from despair
Even the air is hard to take in
Your bed my refuge
Calm my mind in your eyes
Creatures crawl from my depths
Unseen and unable to dream
The song plays on repeat
Please let me sleep
The sweetest thing
That's come to me
Since my last injury
Your voice and hands
The Jolteon Dec 2014
Left in a barrel
Thrown out to sea
Forgotten and lonely
Life’s misery
Is now their company
The Jolteon Mar 2015
She drops
It on his
Face
Like the one
Person dance
Before twisting
Out
Onto his friends
Mouth
Sit still
It won't be long
Before I'm gone
The Jolteon Oct 2014
Promise to everyone
No more war
Promise to everyone
No more poor
Promise to everyone
No more torture
Promise to everyone
No more corruption
Then turn a blind eye
To bombs and shells
Then turn a blind eye
On the collusion on shales
Turn a blind eye
On secret centers
Turn a blind eye
On homeless shelters
292 · Feb 2015
Bay Breakers
The Jolteon Feb 2015
What's the point of these shoes
When you won't run the track
I signed up for the marathon
But I doubt I'll be back
292 · Nov 2014
The Time To Do Nothing
The Jolteon Nov 2014
Where is
The time to do nothing?
Not the time to do errands
Not the time to catch up
Not the time to think about what you should be doing
Not the relaxation at end of a long day
The time to do
Nothing
291 · Dec 2014
S.S. Gordon
The Jolteon Dec 2014
Who captains the ship
Off in the distance
Do they ever hesitate
Or fear what is beneath them
Does the fog and rain scare them
Are they fearless
Brave in the face of a vast ocean
Do they feel relief when they see land
Do they miss their family
Or is the sea their home
291 · Oct 2014
The Unknown Musician
The Jolteon Oct 2014
Let the wine pour and fall out
Onto the screen like strings
Played out until you are full
Let my feet sing
My tongue dance
The heart strums
To its own beat
Make the music made inside you
Dancing every day
To the song of others
Let our songs play
And play
And play
Play your song
Play it soft
Play it loud
Just let it play
289 · Mar 2019
The Oil Leaks Out Thick
The Jolteon Mar 2019
Muni bus rides
I swear the sky shines bright
Lost in lustless thoughts
Struggles for a better life
Thoughts of drinks and let downs
Burning earth and deep poverty
Loss of hope and emotion
What does it take to wake up
Kept restless and dormant
I swear everyday
Everything is ******* real
Don't look away
He's got a needle in his ear
The city attacks him
The corporations mask it
The oil leaks out thick
289 · Jan 2015
Asleep
The Jolteon Jan 2015
Waves rock
Back and forth
Time takes me
Back to sleep
Moonlight pools
Travelers steps
Curled up
I'm falling back
288 · Feb 2015
Simple Truths
The Jolteon Feb 2015
Universal truths
That bind us together
Peace and math
Help, listen, learn
1 + 1 = 2
Like the Mighty Mos Def said
"It's simple mathematics"
Line taken from song titled mathematics
287 · Jul 2015
Fall for a Dash
The Jolteon Jul 2015
Falling numbers
Breathing airwaves
Signals change
Clouds remain
The light it flickers
Through the door
Heavy breathing
Anchored floors
287 · Aug 2015
P CT
The Jolteon Aug 2015
So I guess
That I have
To miss
Things
Like you
I wish
The best
287 · Mar 2015
"This Is A Warning"
The Jolteon Mar 2015
Hated dads
Playing the
Authoritative cliche
Like
*****
Be the man
Become the man
285 · Feb 2015
LoveLess
The Jolteon Feb 2015
Sadly this dude
Stumbled down the street
I lost a lover and a friend
What he said to me
Not one in the same
Just one of each
285 · May 2015
Friday Night
The Jolteon May 2015
Bad poetry
Is what it's all about
That bad poetry
It is
Undeniably
Raw
Gotta write it
We've all done it
Get it out
Sometimes
The bad poetry
Is what it is
Inspired by a Darkness song of same title as poem
The Jolteon Apr 2017
She say you love
To smoke **** with girls
Is that really my problem
All the Os and curls

All the smoke blown
Back into the air
Melts down my shoulders
And hardened glare

That some cutie
Is there with me
Splittin the pie
Is a plus in my eyes

If she wanna hate
On me blowin trees
Then please step aside
MJ only girl for me
283 · Dec 2014
The Course
The Jolteon Dec 2014
What happened

Friends fallen off
Relationships uncommitted
Family moved away

I guess it's so

In fall leaves come off
In winter things turn to ice
In summer hibernation ends
281 · May 2017
California
The Jolteon May 2017
LA and SD
Are the body
What you see
On the outside

SF and the Bay
Are the heart
What beats
On the inside
281 · Dec 2014
Millions
The Jolteon Dec 2014
The air is crisp
Cold
Sending a lonesome chill
Down my back
The air is wet
Millions of raindrops
Falling
Tilting my head back
Opening my mouth
One drop
Finds my tongue
280 · Nov 2014
Define: Money
The Jolteon Nov 2014
Money
Is an
Idea
The idea is only as real
As the value we give to the paper
Poverty and wealth
Are results of this idea
Poverty and wealth are ideas in themselves
But these ideas, like money, are only as real
As the value we give to them
In everyday life, many of us subscribe to these ideas
And give value to them
Value to money, value to wealth, value to poverty
We give value to money
By honoring it
By abiding by it
By bending to it
We give value to wealth
By celebrating it
By upholding it
By defending it
We give value to poverty
By affirming it
By ignoring it
By accepting it
Money, Wealth, Poverty
Are all ideas that we live with
Many people I have talked to and many books that I have read
Have better ideas
Ideas that do not involve
Corruption, collusion, death, misery, squalor, neglect, indifference
Ideas that encourage
Living, breathing, eating, enjoying, participating, laughing, caring
These ideas live inside us
It is time they dominate outside us as well
The Jolteon Dec 2014
Who is the crazy
One
The person screaming
On the street
For help
Or
The person walking
Calmly by
Inspired by the film "Lars and the Real Girl"
280 · Jan 2015
The Ring Leader
The Jolteon Jan 2015
Amused with his own actions
Holding on to each of his own words
He foolishly conducts the circus
With ignorant precision
As the crowd looks on
And laughs
279 · Feb 2015
Fire Phone
The Jolteon Feb 2015
A silent emptiness
To rock us to sleep
The phone holds meaning
Only to which it is given
Popping up
Randomly like in bloom
It's hard to pin you down
I want you to see
Painted like a picture
I've kept smudge free
278 · Apr 2015
Through and Through
The Jolteon Apr 2015
These relationships
Hold no weight
They sink like rafts
Carrying stone
Where are my friends
If I run home
Maybe they remained
True as stone
278 · Oct 2014
Repairs
The Jolteon Oct 2014
I don't care
What you do
Stitch it
Sew it
Staple it
Just please fix it
Put it back
Together
Because it has all
Fallen
Apart
Mind
Heart
Body
Soul
Everything breaks
Everything needs repairs
The Jolteon Dec 2014
The problem is power
When it is concentrated
It becomes explosive like a bomb

The parent directing the child
With absolute authority
To behave as told

A rigidly enforced chain of respect
For elders in a family
With no questions asked

No matter what the form
Power concentrated
Is dangerous
Title taken from lyrics in a song titled "Notion"
276 · Jun 2015
Weak in Review
The Jolteon Jun 2015
Taking steps
Step by step
Taking hours
Minutes by seconds
Taking grief
Piece by piece
Losing sleep
Dream by dream
276 · Jan 2018
Sobriety
The Jolteon Jan 2018
We used to have drunken ***
Until you moved out west
Decided to blame me

Sending music from afar
Wondering if it matters to you

Feeling empty
Like I’m missing
Jet fuel
Rushing through my veins
Feel like I’m missing a flame
That burned deep inside
Kept alive
By drunken nights
I feel dry
Like someone left out to die
Deeply empty inside
Wondering where’s my fire
275 · Jan 2015
Heavy Weights
The Jolteon Jan 2015
I must have leaded shoes
Gravity is turned up around me
I sink into the ground
When it's time to get out
I'm nowhere to be found

Going round for round
With the demons below
The heavy weight champ

On fire when I rise
275 · Nov 2014
What Counts
The Jolteon Nov 2014
Do not lament
The depressed poet
Lament the grinning executive
Counting their dollars
Instead of their dreams
275 · Dec 2014
T.V.
The Jolteon Dec 2014
Why is
This
Box
Shouting at my
Face
275 · Jun 2016
Your Favorite Weapon
The Jolteon Jun 2016
As my hand ran down her leg
She blushed and turned her face
So many times we've been here
But after a few too many bars
A few too many lies
We're strangers again
Blushing at the touch
Of one another
Title taken from a CD title
274 · Feb 2015
Walk Home (Horror Story)
The Jolteon Feb 2015
Slinking over the
Mountain
Slow breath
A slow step
Thick fur mats
Hunched shoulders
Moonlight catches
The back
Of the
Beast
273 · Apr 2015
Grow Op and Up
The Jolteon Apr 2015
We all have ideas
About ourselves and others
Until we become
Ourselves and others
272 · May 2015
Follow In the Shadow
The Jolteon May 2015
Desire acceptance
Give a strong front
Dig a little deeper
It's not as much fun
272 · Mar 2015
Yes
The Jolteon Mar 2015
Yes
No
Nose
Knows
That
Toes
Know
But
Toes
Know
That
Nose
Knows
No?
271 · Jul 2015
Fly On the Wall
The Jolteon Jul 2015
Picturesque moments
Flood your time zone
All the way down
You had a smile on your face
What it takes
To finally get away
At home your heart breaks
Now you're miles away
The Jolteon Dec 2014
Let us run
Like cars in the street
Let us fly
Like planes in the sky
Let us go
From the reigns of complacency
Let us forget
Who we are

So that we may one day find ourselves again
270 · Feb 2015
Switching Over
The Jolteon Feb 2015
I danced in the sun
So long I got burned
I slunk into the shade
As night overtook day
My features blurred
Obscured by the dark
I crawled to the switch
And pulled out the wires
270 · Feb 2017
Quil Words
The Jolteon Feb 2017
Weird **** happens
When I close my eyes
My body gets taken
Engulfed by night
Waking up in tears
Just after I tried
To get some sleep
And piece of mind
My chest is expanding
Anxiety running high
The world is upside down
Trying to hold on for the ride
Whenever I am sick especially with the flu and I take certain medicine at night it will make me wake up delirious and confused, extremely uncomfortable.
269 · Nov 2014
You Used To
The Jolteon Nov 2014
If family is the most important thing
Then why do you mock me
Why do you give life to obnoxious attitudes
Shutting down what little life I have
Where is the fire that I saw
What happened to all the pills they gave you
To shut you up and calm you down
What happened behind those white curtains
Were your dreams really to settle
To enter the same deal you had rejected
Running away to liquor
At least you breathed fire

If family is the most important thing
Then why did you leave yours
To live on an island with no bridge
To start a new life like the other didn’t exist
268 · Jan 2015
Time Less
The Jolteon Jan 2015
I guess time is never wasted
I hope
Regretted days
Days wasted away
Even if a whole life felt wasted
The time mattered
It was important
It couldn't of happened any other way
It ripples further than us
266 · Mar 2015
Illegal Fears
The Jolteon Mar 2015
Jaded moms
Blaming ****
For all their kids
Problems
And where is the
Dad
Again?
266 · Aug 2017
Circles
The Jolteon Aug 2017
How rare
Love really
Is

I guess
I never
Realized

Consuming it
Like a
Joke

The joke
Is on
Me

But I
Still need
It
263 · Jan 2015
C+ Average Genius
The Jolteon Jan 2015
A mediocre mind
It does not exist
I dare you right now
To recreate this gift
263 · Jul 2019
Picking Up the Pieces
The Jolteon Jul 2019
Part of me died that day
Picking up the pieces
Still in braces
Without any embraces
The people we love
Torturing our brains and
The thing we love
Is never escaping
Lately I’m just coping
While others move on
I’m still sitting here hoping
Still sitting here shaking
Everyone has moved
And on and on
The list never improves
I ***** and moan
We can only do it for ourselves
You know they say
In order to move on
I’m just asking for support
I’m just asking for the door
No one to open it
Just how to get there
I’m blinded in the dark
263 · Jun 2015
Fork
The Jolteon Jun 2015
Do we lose our friends
Or lose ourselves
Do friends lose their path
While we don't stray
Who gets eaten
Who comes out the other side
Who makes these decisions
To live our lives
262 · Jan 2015
Best Foot Forward
The Jolteon Jan 2015
I hope to stay true
Stay glued to something
At least one thing
I can be honest about
Completely
True to myself
True to you
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