i bet even after all this time
that if my chest were to
ache with emptiness enough
like it used to i could go to your house
and find the outline of our bodies
on your dark blue bed sheets
i have spent the last year
both trying to run from you
and find you at the same time
but i left everything i knew
about falling in love
on that mattress and
it's still settling there
like dust and
all i can do is write about you
until it comes back to me,
or by some kind of miracle,
you decide to.

The sun and flowers
didn't seem to
       shine today.
But the smile
upon my face
                      did.

Ready or not here life comes.

We say we want to see the light, but yet we hide in the darkness.

What do you call a broken fortune cookie? A misfortune

a singe Bee bumps the pane of glass in the window
I take it as a wakeup call;
Look outside the longest summers day is unravelling

Tonight I realized that
you weren't the one
who wrecked me,
ruined me,
or destroyed me.

It was me.

Because only I
have the power to
do that to myself.

                                        I destroyed myself
                                        by loving you.

Honesty is
doing a perfect job
on a blind woman's
hairstyle.