(written for me by my very good friend Mike Hauser)
I spend most of my adult life
by the shore
Gazing at the pounding waves
Like life, I see how
they push as they pull
the foundation
that has been laid
The grains of sand
are like splinters of my soul
that have been worn down
with time
Eroding edges
by a mothers' control
a nature very dissimilar
to mine
I watch as a child,
too close to the shore
builds a castle in the sand
What the waves wash away
she tries to rebuild
In this, I see my childhood
once again
With the setting of the sun
thoughts come to mind
of my life's beginning
as well as its end
Where the things of the past
I find so hard to forget
and even harder to forgive
I know what I must do
it's there in front of me
Forgiveness can be
my only release
I leave it all behind
as I stand to my feet
and I walk further
down the beach.
Another (very charming, amazing and good looking poet) wrote this for me a few months back. I was really struggling with forgiveness and I knew he could write something that would help me. It really has helped and I thank him so very much xxxx