All I was.....
Your summer dream

I saw the way you see her
You love what you see
She is all you want
You need her more
I love you I don't know
You don't care anyway
I hate that I want you
She is everything for you
All that I want to be
You like her more and more
While I cry silent tears alone
I need you to need me
You know that I need you
You chose her and walked away

Since when you become
A voice inside my head
Half of me that's still missing
My misplaced puzzle piece
Fuel of desperation and need
A last ray of dying hope

His darkness strolls through the alleyways of his mind
He watched his demons smirking at him
Another battle lost the wounded warrior walks
Turned the world upside down to retrieve sacred sanity
A few more steps echoed in the empty room
Smoke left his lips as he kissed another lot cigarette
Haze lifted for few precious moments between madness
His mind becomes intoxicated with her glimpses
A blaze shot through his grey veins
A flame of life burst into his soul
Dim dying eyes lit up with the lust for raspy lips
The temptation becomes an enraged monster
A bolt of need lights up the cave of his chest
Need flowed like a wave shivers his body
A new cigarette burned some more smoke filled his lungs
Words slurred and her images got blurred his mind
He died his millionth death breathed a desperate breath
That cold heart cracked forcefully to freeze shut again

When I saw you last
I never knew it was last
I never believe
Even now, it was last
YOU left something in me
I left something in YOU
Several personal moments
One can't keep count
The whole list is so infinite
Yet, it is something
Very intimate we left behind
For survival of our existence
The very being for which we're born
It is, was & will ever be
LOVE, LOVE, LOVE...
Between our SOULS

When I fell into the ocean of your eyes
There is an endless possibility of existence
While I am lost, I am found
Your impact is profound
The stubborn mountain of desolation
I disintegrate to prostrate till forever
This life has meaningless faded colours
By your name I live and die everyday