**** talking, lip bark in' that beef jerky .  
Up an Atoms, cemented in space above my jerky head .
Swarms of waves, sticky raves .
Give me space, warms her heart .
Turns her head, into a peace of heaven .
Her time turns into a clock .
She is forced to return to work .
Back to bed, for a wakeful rest .
Toss and turn the spirit of the day .
Little kit on how to do, true .
**** a bull, if you in the rodeo .
Watch out for the Toro, red caped cascade .
Hello to the window green-ish lite .
Vine and sun, maybe its the earth .

When you woke up and told me
How sick you really were
I couldn't believe it .
It was an untold mystery
That still had a story to tell
And as soon as you asked
I had to give you a cure
So I began connecting all around
Having only better in mind .
I wanted us all the time
Rhythm had cost too much
Next to the unimportant
And everyone around
Were sick in the mind
Madness had struck one too many times
Calling her name, they all wrote
Taking her fame
Killing her tame
She had a message in a bottle
Like a sad little story
Landing on a sunny beach
But this is all his story
No I lied, its actually mine
Kind, I let lead the blind
**** it, I tried

So now I'm waiting here
Letting brain take its course
Matter is always there
And it takes mothering motion
To send it on its way .

****** love, to a sudden jug, rubber hug ****'ger tug .  
When it cover a couple, a bubba, & hundred dollars .
Too her dismissal, she got a missile, pointing' at the whistle .
Toting "AK" up to the forty G, I and all I ever would need .
Carry on with me,

Up , in a long wavy personality .
Waking the morning with my commitment to it's day .
Way too slight to storm the day .
Open the door to a gray cloudy breeze .
Slip out with ease onto the concrete leaf .
A page out of my very own book .
Liking the very way the ink bleed ;
Write off the tip, a pen that would rip right through another's book.
Soft to the touch, you fell cause you might slip right through .
Although the heart felt tipped utensil causes you to breathe .
With all the wind in my atmosphere, a tornado caused .
You to turn and run .
Opens my hidden twists, up with a given gist .
Like an autumn oak tree, letting go isn't so uncommon .
But still a shipped away surprise, .
So many unforgiving goodbyes .
A tear without anyone to give it a cry / /
Such a subtle generosity, so much so .
You might forget all beauty ever existed .
Me and memories go together,
like mine was an aggravated death .
Worth killing to a Saint ,
And none of the happiness was great .
Out of the blue, and only for another shade of green .
Jealous and out of the way,
So they faded navigated away.
Orange and ravenous red .
Foundation for success,
Paved a walk way for a street walker like hiss..
Step away and porcelain eyes .
Pierce once again .
Follow the haze with outa braze .
No touch, glass chimes.
Together once , noise of fine dining .
Couples and territorial squint .
Soothing child , for a partner for life.
Love for the second child in the other .
Like a bad photo shop .
No edit, just chop , black dot .

Destinie, so bright, slow fly, goodbye .
Flies out and Carry on, Flock Plane .
Baybay, dock boats honk, "Don't" .
I won't, **** *** I Goo ...
Hello, there kitta kat, **** Bill .
Bills pay parents, mountain can it .
Holden in a place where rivers flow .
Destiny, Flowers, Music's blare .
Art, Write, my face and what I 'reals care .
But down to the ***** penny, floor,, smoke a Cigarette .
I always hurt myself, like a funny joke .
Or the kind you want to kinda kind a applause .
Sitting or ReMemory, the De Ja Vu .
Kilted Moon , sat on in clue .
o .

Type writer moves
the keys flicker lightening
She minds music
in the background
The note she writes
always a period;
this sorrowful, her mouth never
opens right, lips on the town .

Today, is greater than my words
Today, is smaller than my love
Today, is sharper than my pain
Today, is duller than my truth
Today, is
Everything
Nothing
Today, is undefined
It is woe
It is glory
It is our genesis
It is our end

I have outlived suffering,
I have endured pain.
I have gently walked
thru fire and rain.
I have swallowed anger,
I have eaten sin.
I have bled
and lost what lies within.
I have surpassed doubt,
I have suppressed blame.
I have taken stock
of what remains.
I have absorbed sadness,
I have taken loss.
I have appraised the damage
and paid the cost.
I have been loveless,
I have been true.
I will never
be beaten by you.

My heart,
This colossal piston
Is slowly halting.
Sickly,
In its cavity.
Poisoned.
Bleating,
Its final rhythmic chorus.
No more.
No more.
No more.

Before you
I was never weak.
Before you
I was never alone.
Before you
I was never loveless.
Before you
I was never loved.
Before you
I had no purpose.
Before you
I had no need.
Before you
I had so little.
Before you
I never knew.
Without you.
Without —
You.
...
I just have no ******* idea how to carry on.