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Taltoy Jun 2017
Iyo mismong inilahad,
Di ko alam anong hangad,
Ako ay sadyang nawindang,
Sa binitiwang paratang.

Di ko mapaniwalaan,
Walang pag-aalinlangan,
Nagpahayag, direstahan,
Tinumbok, talakayan.

Ako'y iyong napangiti,
Sagot **** kawili-wili,
Sagot **** di inasahan,
Nagbigay kaligayahan.

Ikaw nga ba'y sigurado?
Na may aaminin ako,
Ang taas ng 'yong kumpyansa,
Para bang naka-inom ka.

Iniisip parin ngayon,
Kung ako ba'y sasang-ayon,
Meron ba 'kong aaminin?
Meron nga ba? paumanhin.
Kailangan ko ng sagot kung meron pa.
  Jun 2017 Taltoy
My Type
Not with your pear-shaped eyes which are a perfect colour of brown,
Or what they do to me when you look my way.
Not with that deep-bass voice of yours that's so **** ****,
and how it keeps me glued to the phone.
Not with how you have this way with words,
and how you sound so charming and cheesy all at once.  
Not even with that, half naughty-half innocent crescent between your cheeks, and how it's stuck, when we share an inside joke in public.
Not with that strong musky scent of yours that reels me in so bad,
Or how it turns me on when I just think about it on my skin.
Not with how you make me laugh at you and then with you,
and then even wipe my tears of laughter.
No.
Not with just these things.
They have been loved enough.
But, I do want to fall in love with everything about you...
that the others never did.
  Jun 2017 Taltoy
Jen
I am fighting in a war
blood stain on my chest
the battle front  is empty
yet the field is a grand mess

and in this war, I stand
with no partner, king or hero
only pierced pain on my stomach
from a straight  cut bullet arrow

and this arrow had no bow
just soft hands that plunged my death
and I tell myself, enough
while I lose myself and breath

I am fighting a war
and in it, I fight alone
for  the enemy is me
with myself, I can not atone
day to day is a constant battle inside of me. I am my worst enemy and this has to stop.
Taltoy Jun 2017
Ang buhay nga naman,
Puno ng lungkot at kaligayahan,
Subalit wala tayong magagawa,
Tiisin nalang kung ano ang mapapala.

Diyos ko, ako'y tulungan nyo,
Sa aking landas na tinutungo,
Landas na puno ng sagabal,
Mga sagabal na susubok kung ako'y mapapagal.

Dahil ang katotohanan ay di ko maitatanggi,
Katotohanang ikinubli sa mga tawat mga ngiti,
Ang katotohanang ako rin ay nasasaktan,
Dahil sa damdamin kong nanlalaban.

Minsan di ko maiwasan,
Na masabi ang tunay na nilalaman,
Ng puso at di ng isipan,
Kaya minsan, ginagawang katatwanan.

Ika'y kasapakat ko sa gawaing ito,
Ang sinasabihan ko ng mga naturang biro,
Ang nakikisabay sa aking mga kalokohan,
Kalokohang minsang ginusto kong maging katotohanan.

Sa kasamaang palad, ito ang katotohanan,
Ang minsang inisip matapos magtawanan,
Ang di ko naman maipagkakailang nakakatawa nga,
Ngunit di ko inaasahang puso ko pala'y mapipiga.

Ang binansagan nating pinakamagandang biro,
Ang sa mga luha ko'y nagpatulo,
Tumulo dahil sa kakatawa,
Tawang may kasunod na pagdurusa.

Pagdrusa dahil masakit,
Tawa't halakhak nga ba'y sapat na kapalit?
Ngunit masasabi ito'y panandalian,
Dahil pagkatapos nitoy masasaktan,

Para bang ang gusto ko'y ibinigay,
Na para bang nagkusa at di na ako pinahintay,
Ngunit alam ko sa sarili ko na ito'y huwad,
Ako na mismo ang unang naglahad.

Subalit nakakatawa naman talaga,
Sabihan ba naman kita ng "mahal kita",
Tono palang kalokohan na,
Masasai **** baligho ang ideya.

Aminado akong iyo'y kabilaghuan,
Ngunit wala na akong magagawa dyan,
Kasalanan ko na kung ako'y nasaktan,
Dahil alam kong ako'y nagkamali at may kakulangan.
Wala masyadong rason bakit ko to sinulat, basta sinulat ko lang. ***
  Jun 2017 Taltoy
jay
i cant help but think
that right now,
somewhere in the world,
someone is listening to the same
song i am listening to,
someone is also reading the same
book i am reading,
someone is feeling the same
sadness that i am feeling.
but i like to think that i am the only
person who feels this way right now.
it's strange,
how big this universe is
but you were the only person who made it
feel as small as a classroom
when you looked at me for the first time
and thought that i was pretty.
it's terrifying,
how salt looks like sugar
or how satellites look like shooting stars.
these lies are so natural
but i never really understood the art of hurting people
so i created a lie that seemed so natural
so that i can leave you
with dreams and wishes we made together
for someone who never really understood me.
it's heartbreaking,
how in love i am with you
even though you are no longer mine
and will never be mine again.
and i cant stop thinking and talking
about you
even though we are miles apart.
i dont even know where you are.
i cant help but think where you are
and if you're happy.
but the thought of you being happy
is enough for me to live another day,
less sad than yesterday.
my love,
i hope you are happy.
and he is.
  Jun 2017 Taltoy
Idiot
If learning is a three dimensional thing,
then exams are two dimensional. Any beautiful things will be projected into ugly figures.

If studying is a two dimensional thing,
then midterms shall be one dimensional. Happiness will be projected into sadness.

If curiosity is an one dimensional thing,
then quizzes must be a dot, the one that breaks my heart. Knowledge will be projected into nonsense.

As a whole, practice makes perfect, and quizzes are useless.
Now in a bad mood!! Because I failed the midterm of Geometry, which ,I think,  is well-prepared!!!
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