Why don't we challenge the status quo
And write the order of the alphabet differently?
I don't believe that U should prior to T nor V should prior to U
Because for me, U is best written before N and I

A s p a c e y feeling
I can not form words
to describe

How out-of-this-world
my presence
transcends

I'll hold together my chest
if you can handle
my heart

A beautiful heart
With an insane mind

A beautiful thought
With insane action

A beautiful vision
With an insane stare (eye)

A beautiful wish
With insane words

A beautiful tongue
With insane lips

A beautiful me
With an insane I...

So shatter I'm
Yet you're the one I'm looking for

Hold me in your arms
Feel me in your breathe

I feel complete
When you hold me in your grip...

Drive me to your world
Tell me it isn't a lie

With a beautiful 'YOU'
and an insane 'I'

The gap you pointed it out,
was the distance between you and I.
I'm sorry that I haven't notice it.

I know that we are fading away.
And I didn't do anything about it.
I'm sorry.
I know you are losing the real me.
And I didn't tell you about it.
I'm sorry.
I know you are afraid of losing me.
And I never try to get hold of you.
I'm sorry.

Those distance I have created
was not letting you to attach to me.
Maybe I was wrong,
Because when time passes,
Is like me losing u.

I'm sorry for letting u feel that way.
Because I was lost too.
Maybe deep down in me have already consider you as a person I can turn to when I need someone.

Maybe you will find
A friend that is much better than me.
A friend that understand you better than me.
A friend that can make u smile more than me.
A friend will cherish u more than me.
But I have never once stop worrying about you.
And I'll always be the friend that u can always turn too.

You are the first I've loved
with eyes the color
of the endless sky,
you're a
love
suicide
let me get lost in the
cloud of your soul

Breathe life into
the skeleton of my soul,
I want to taste
your smoke lips.

I like it here
in your ocean,
quench the flames of my pain
in the midnight
of your embrace

I am desperate –  
     for all the effortless things

just so my blood has a chance to
     sing for something
          again

but out of all the open air that
     has kissed my skin
          and all the people who
                were lucky to love me

the only easement I knew
     was you
           and before, during, after

well,
     I was never enough for myself –
          not once, not ever

so I find myself
     aching for the effortlessness
          but not aching for you in the way
       I used to

I can’t find it – my effortlessness –
     without you
          because I believe they
               are one in the same

so I wander –
     a drifting soul –
          from progression to progression

congratulations

you seem so happy

I am so proud

all these tangible things –
     they will never bring me the
          easement I knew from only you