"I want a lifetime
of waking up to you
hogging the blankets,
and holding you on
nights where you panic.
I'm not good with words,
not like you are.
but I want to fight
for what we have.
I want to stand by you
while we remind ourselves
why we got together
in the first place.
I'm sure of what
my life needs now.
it needs the girl
who hopped onto
the back of my bike
like it was nothing,
who didn't know
that one day soon
it would be everything.
it needs the girl who
stopped me and told me that
she wasn't ready to use
those three words,
but then yelled
'I love you'
while riding me not
too many nights after.
great timing,
by the way.
it needs the girl
who used words
to turn her pain
into a message
about surviving.
I could stare at you
for hours and still
be amazed years later
that I met someone
so beautiful.
luckily, you remind
me to stop staring
and to keep my eyes
on the road.
because of you,
we only crashed once.
I am madly
in love with you
and I want this
to be forever."
I reread this note
every night when
you're working late.
you're much better
with words than
you think you are.
you must be,
because when you
handed me this
and asked me
to marry you,
I didn't hesitate
before I said "yes."
forever is a long time, but I get to spend every day of it with you by my side. I'm so excited to see what our future holds. I love you, loser. today and every other day.
