i feel.
disconnected
helpless
tiny
in agony.
i feel like the world is ending
but I have no one to turn to.
i feel very happy for a moment
and very sad to the other.
i feel like i can't do anything right
as if it were mud, as if it didn't hurt,
as if i was worth nothing.
this is exactly how i feel right now, not my best work but i needed to vent