my days
consist of
sitting around
waiting
for things
to get better,
while
making them
worse

i don't know what's worse
you're a fool
or
you've been fooled

©IGMS

By Arcassin Burnham

Starting to accept the deception of life itself,
Too many hands I held , too many cards I dealt,
Scared of the taste of hell,
Or drinking your life away
Killing brain cells,
Eternal sleep is not truely sleep,
Uncover the universe is the secrets they'll never tell,

Starting to accept the deception of life itself,
Too many hands I held , too many cards I dealt,
Scared of the taste of hell,
Or drinking your life away
Killing brain cells,
Eternal sleep is not truely sleep,
Uncover the universe is the secrets they'll never tell.

Once you lose someone.
To death or heartbreak.
You remember everything every single night.
Do your thoughts sometimes come to the end of wondering.
Wondering why.
Having the questions of what did i do to deserve this.
Thinking of the times you had.
The things they helped you in ways you didn't know you were lost in direction with.
The things you had when they were there.
The things you gained from their presence.
The fears the fought away.
Then they leave.
They end up to become gone.
But in your heart,
your mind, your soul.
You heart gained back the heartbreak,
The pain you had but it got worse.
Your mind became haunted cause their still there you can get rid of them.
They have all of you.
Your soul it became broken,
Your fears came back.
They are killing you inside.
Your lost again.
Your twisted.
You dont know where to look where to go.
Their presence wont leave you alone.
And you cry.
You scream for them back.
Your fears come to take you back.
And you have no one to fight them away.
And hold you while you cry.
How lost are you now?
How much do you heart inside?
Whos that person that is killing you inside from being gone?

Have you ever wondered:
Why me?

Why did this happen to me and nobody else?

Well the truth is that it probably did happen to someone else, maybe even worse than the situation that you're in

So instead of asking "Why me?"

Start asking "How me?"
"How did this happen to me?"

Because the sooner you know that
The sooner you can learn from your mistakes