you once lived deeply within some passion,
met it head on, ember-laden,
and self-assured.
its completion priming a response to share,
for some ephemeral happiness,
snared closed to what you'd say was
"honesty" or "openness."
a truth that even you don't know. but it wasn't that.
winter's edge has dulled those senses,
mellowed it, twisting into irregular sleep,
multitude bad habits,
disdain for the art.
just shy of two turns at half-light--
theatre has grown stale.
inspiration comes and goes, flickers inconstant,
meteoric;
and with each passing flame,
you grow more weary.
