#unworthy poems on Hello Poetry

Star Oct 2018

My love
I'm sorry that we never got to meet.
I am to blame for that.
I was so afraid of the outcome and how people would take it.
I regret doing anything to harm you.
You were the definition of pure.
You hadn't yet be exposed to the toxins that walk this earth.
I was the only toxin you knew of
And it was i that ended your life.
I'm so sorry.
There are so many things that I wish I could have done with you.
I wanted to hold you and feel you grasp onto me.
I wanted to be the one to stop you from crying.
To comfort you.
To nurture you.
To love you.
I never got the chance to look into you eyes and see you looking back.
To hear you say your first words or see you take your first steps.
Just the thought of seeing you run around and the way your curls may have bounced.
It is all a figment of my imagination.
Something that could have been reality but was not.
That reality was taken with the slightest thought of unworhtiness.

Please no negativity. The way my daughter was taken wasn't "normal" it wasn't a basic abortion It was an attempt I took on my life but in the end it was her life that was taken and it still haunts me every day

#mylove #daughter #unworthy #missyou #abortion #suicide #hurt #broken #babygirl

Pyrrha Sep 2018

Love, the cycle of tears

Why must we crave and long for love when we do not have it,
Only to waste and abuse it when it's in our unworthy grasp?
We search and tear the world apart for a great love
Yet we take love for granted when it is finally tangible
It's a cycle of tears
Too hard to give up
Too painful to repeat

#love #tangible #cycle #grasp #unworthy #longing #craving #abuse #waste

aih Aug 2018

He Who Dares

Do not crave me for the petals bloomed around into a beautiful bright red spread.
Do not crave me for the leaves decorated around my body in a dance with the light breeze.
Crave me for the thorns around every part of me for that is where my truth lies, where all of me is real and vulnerable.

Definitely written after Anne Bronte: “he who dares not grasp the thorn should never crave a rose.” My all time favorite quote.

#rose #thorn #petals #careful #life #love #dare #crave #worthy #unworthy

Dj Jun 2018

Innocent guilt

But how do you live;
with knowing you could have prevented something bad from happening,
But instead you did nothing...
Cause id really like to know..

#sorrow #guilt #innocence #unworthy

She Writes Jun 2018

Unworthy

I am done trying to prove my worth
To those unworthy of me

#unworthy #worth #sad #family #self #worthy

Katryna May 2018

Waiting Game

Kahapon lang nag usap ang ating mga puso na parang dalawang taong nagmamahalan
Ngunit bakit ngayon ay tila isang palaisipan nalang ang iyong paglisan?

Ano ba ang hindi ko nagawa?
Hindi ba ako makapag antay sa muli **** pagbalik o tila wala na talagang babalik?

Masaya naman ako sa kung iyon ang iyong nais
Pakiusap,

Sa iyong muling pagtalikod

Huwag na muling lumingon
Huwag na muling magparamdam

Ni kumaway upang mag paalam

dahil ang puso,
walang ibang batid,
at sayo lamang nanabik.

waiting game is my game for almost a years now. can someone send me hug. Please let me feel Im worthy, Im enough, I am worth fighting for

#unworthy #insecurity #beggingfortime #timefliessofast #forthelasttime

showyoulove May 2018

Un(Worthy)

My Lord and my God I am so unworthy
A sinner for all of my days
What did I do to deserve your love
When I deserve death
You died for me you love me wholly
You cleanse my soul and make me holy
By your perfect love you deem me worthy
To be with you eternally in love
You call me your friend, you call me your child
No longer slaves but free from the chains
From my sin and shame you restore me
You raise me up from the mire
Grant me Oh Lord a penitent heart
That I may turn from my ways and die to myself
In dying, you come alive in me
By rising I am born again into new life
You are worthy of all my praise and thanksgiving
You are the reason I am still living
You are worthy of all my love and affection
You are worthy of all my prayer and adoration
You deem me worthy to shine your light
You deem me worthy to listen and write
You deem me worthy to be your child
You deem me worthy of your love
You deem me worthy to be your Lamb
You deem me worthy and though unworthy it is enough
Thank you Oh Lord my God and have mercy on my soul
Help me turn my heart to you and so live in your perfect love
Amen

#worthy #sin #prayer #unworthy #christian #catholic #love #eucharist #adoration

Daemon Delano Apr 2018

Stars

Let the light find you,
and the dark find me.
Opposite stars,
in the skies we see.
Come to my call,
and fall with me.
Faith is unworthy,
and worthy are we.

#light #dark #stars #falling #worthy #unworthy #call #opposites

vera Mar 2018

something about me is fallen

something about me is fallen
my walk is not the same
the lengthy strides I took in confidence
are now short steps that I fumble
the hours I spent sculpting my figure through exercise
are now spent in my bed asleep re living the nightmare
and you
you are especially different
the affection you poured onto me
and the time you devoted
are now excruciatingly difficult to live without
you fooled me into thinking we were something more
than a new story to boast through to your friends

- dont tell your grandchildren about us

#tired #sad #unworthy #sleepy