You want all my love
But gives no affection
You push me away
Still expect my passion
You treat me wildly
But accept nothing frictional
Remember, this ain't a fairy tale
This love isn't unconditional

My race is one most different.
It revolves around a power most supreme.
But I can see it not.
Or hear it either.
I can only feel it, a burning fire in my soul.
I keep on running,
Although I know the destination has been traced,
several times before.
I keep running my race for me,
the only queen of my seas,
the only one ever to captivate my heart,
and keep it with herself
                                                               -storm-

I am ashamed, it goes deep into my bones, my mind, it permeates all of me, to the bottom of my soul. at night, under the covers, I cry, feeling, I am not good enough, beautiful enough, attractive enough, **** enough, for you or anyone, to love, or at the very least, like. there are too many conditions to unconditional love, and i've tired of trying, thus i am no one’s partner, no one’s lover.

I lied down last night
closed my eyes
it was a terrible sight
snakes flying high
and clouds sinking deep
I could not
understand why
my world seemed upside down
though I knew
it was the same
for someone else.

why me, why me
why she could not see

In bed I turned on both sides
but my dreams could not fit
though the mattress was wide.

Some love not given, some shown too soon
can I get back there and amend,
at least in my head I will be clear,
for when I made lunch for that special friend,
it was already dark before noon.

If only, I could catch the bus again
get down at that stop, pass that very lane
below the tank we could meet,
see you once more,
and then,
fall back to my eternal sleep.

A good friend loves at all times

Through thick and thin
Up and downs
Forwards and back
Sideways left and right
A friend always stands by

It doesn’t matter
What the situation may be
Or who it concerns
A friend is always there

They are there to lend a hand
A shoulder to cry on
Or a shoulder to lean against
Someone to hug
Or rub your shoulders
Someone to listen or give advise
A good friend does this out of love

Out of love, a good friend will be
Honest and kind
Caring and supportive
Listening and responsive
And always willing to stand by you
Even if they are the only one
Just to name a few

A friendship built with love
Will be everlasting
It will be unique
Unconditional
Selfless
And it will be a joy

A good friend loves at all times
Proverbs 17:17