everybody feels insecure
some people
just do a better job of hiding it

**(c.m.h)

she stands here
with her back against the wall
she helps me lock my door
when i'm crouched on all four

it's just a diet
keep it quiet
my problems lay in numbers
medical language wont help me here

leave it alone
i'll do this on my own
dont tell me it's dangerous
cuase i'm allready painless

**(c.m.h)

those voices trembling in her mind
those visions she think is in front of her eyes
all the noise at night wich isnt even there

it's all in her head but darling she will never believe
that it's just her own mind making her go insane
just her own mind scaring the **** out of her

she lie awake at night telling herself that it's not real
but it feels like it's there she could walk over to it
and feel a hand on her shoulder....

it wasn't inside her head...
they just couldn't see it
they should have listened to her
cause now their little darling is dead
she was killed by the demons...

**(c.m.h)

all these voices are crawling in on me...
all these visions make me die inside...
all these thoughts makes me numb...
all these things makes me a freak...
this world makes me very crazy...
i often make myself dissapper...
so i beg you, numb me please...
cause i dont wanna be here...
goodbye...*

**(c.m.h)

would you believe me if i said you are pretty?
would you believe me if i said you are worth it?
would you believe me if i told you i care ?
would you believe me if i said it will be ok?

would you believe me if i said im confident in myself?
would you believe me if i said that i'm ok ?
would you believe me if i said i don't need help?
would you believe me if i said everything is fine?

*(c.m.h)

you could sit with my ****** wrists in your hands and i'd still insist that i was fine

i could sit in front of you crying and still make you believe that i am just tired

*(c.m.h)

this life is filled with hurt
and happiness doesnt work
i cant get enough
take me by my hand i'll show you what it is
i like it rough
id rather feel pain than nothing at all

i can't fake it
pain is my only feeling
i'm numb to everythin but pain
pain is everythin to me
pain is what i love
pain is what i've become...

*(c.m.h)