At a camp 40 ither people
Still im sitting on my own
Its not beacuse they dont like me
Or beacuse i dont like them...

I just like it better when im alone

**(c.m.h)

i'm gonna make it
im gonna take the hundred steps

i'm gonna make it
i'll take one day at a time and it will soon be ninetynine

i'm gonna be ok
lots people have climbed this before me

i'm gonna be ok
i can do it beacuse i'm strong

i'm fine for now
but it will get better
it wont be easy
it will take a while

but i'll make it
i'll be ok..

**(c.m.h)

everybody feels insecure
some people
just do a better job of hiding it

**(c.m.h)

you could sit with my ****** wrists in your hands and i'd still insist that i was fine

i could sit in front of you crying and still make you believe that i am just tired

*(c.m.h)

this life is filled with hurt
and happiness doesnt work
i cant get enough
take me by my hand i'll show you what it is
i like it rough
id rather feel pain than nothing at all

i can't fake it
pain is my only feeling
i'm numb to everythin but pain
pain is everythin to me
pain is what i love
pain is what i've become...

*(c.m.h)