Spiders everywhere
Drowning in terror
Safety was never my birthright
Monkey mind corned into a frenzy
No space for my human to live in peace
Autonomy revoked
Voice muzzled
There's no more, me
can't wash away this dirtiness
Can't wait to numb my heart again
Aren't these thoughts mine?
Why do they hate me so?

Borrowed.
This is why we go to church.
To bleach out this brain stain
My DNA whispers demons
Collected through this body's amalgamation
They hide in the darkest nooks of the corridor of time
Waiting to encroach one more time
Oh, pure innocence.
I lament.