Centurie ago..
Humans ..
Rough touch...
I can see you.
Soft curves of your body.
Thiefs stiling your life.
I am fighting for you,nothing personal.
Not today ..
Am I in love ?

The tug war
between my heart and my mind  
left me in a minefield
of questionable
outcomes

I should let you go.
But I don’t want to.
I should stop giving you this power
Over me
But I don’t want to
this age old battle rages
Within me
The head and the heart
the ultimate Stalemate
I should stop
I should stop
I should stop
Letting you back in
Again
And again
Says the head
But the heart
She won’t budge
she can’t fathom of a day when she won’t love you
When she won’t want you.
If I could channel this sadness into rage
Maybe I could muster the strength to close that door
block out the cracks
That allow you to slip back in
Without me even knowing
But today She wins.
I walk off the battle ground
Defeated
Praying that maybe tomorrow
I will have to courage
To hold my shield strong
But for today  
The heart takes the gold
today I keep loving you

She's like a light hearted wreak;
You don't seek nothing yet
For then, you see just her and a smile.
Open and she will be open.

I might run for pages, go out of line
Might write with broken nib, words that fight
Some twisted feels, come taste the lime
I might scribble tales, none held by daylight

You told me
I am your guid and protector.
But you dont want me.
I can't understand...

You told me .
I am best thing hapaned to you.
But you don't want me .
I can't comprehend...

You told me
I am your darker desire and prayer.
But you don't want me.
I can't explicated...

I can't ask .
I will beg
For your love.

I can't stop.
I will fight
For your soul .

I can't wait.
I will pray
For your smile.

No love.
Emptiness .
No touch.
Darkness .
No kiss.
Silence.
YOU walking away
FREE OF ME.
Are you happy?
Today...