You are agony itself.
You are a plague upon the Earth.
You are Pandora's opened box.
You are food rotting on the shelf.
You are the pain of giving birth.
You are an *** and an ox.

My hate for you extends as far as the North wind can take it.
Out of home,
in rain or shine.
Tumbling down hills,
and thrashing upstream.
Through traffic jams,
and past city limits.
Beside shorelines,
and under cargo ships.

You are the rocks that my happiness is repeatedly,
repeatedly,
repeatedly dashed against.

Weeks without response
Has our friendship ended or
Will you soon return

Single whipping flame
Maybe that is what I am
Sparked by unknowing

lots of leaves and tall trees
a blue house staring over me

a feeling alone, mocking me

orange sky and ease
angst building as the sun deepens

can i ever be set free?

from this cycle that witholds me-
recurring power to negativity and gloom

can positivity really be enough for me?

to keep rising again, through dark space-
only able to rely on me

light in obvious places, scares me
a trick waiting to point and tease

doors that seem to be js a push away-

yet i pull

im all in on the losing side of tug a war
once i fall only i can pick myself back up

fear in things that might not be as they seem
balance is key

lack of hope is what gets me
impending doom within me

romanticizing potential like a love novel-
too good to be true

neglect: a forever question of truth

unrealiable feel of belong-
only love can make me feel so small

we built debris of memories,
passing feathers of bird, reflecting,
the love of refulgent stars.
hair fine as famine's child
turning from the breast of feed.

darling, I love being your prisoner.
hairs fades as our palms turn crooked and grey,
your cheeks feeds me orchard's ****,
every word you utter dances into
old hymns of puppy lovers anthem.
let me lay on your wavering sea,
chaos as you bite me,
an ache to be devoured,
silence to remember,
a kiss to soften marigolds sucker.

pretty kissing under a corner of death riots,
hairy smokes, showered under the war bullets,
old sins begone to a new clock,
stars burst in a packet of our tongues,
tied a knot of caffeine, slaps of thermite around your skirt,
acid fumes parade around my lips in burns.

we wrestle on the sand, gliding back our primal times,
flowers blossomed where our giggling feet once fell,
your back skins the light of velvet,
a ****** lover in white skirt,
undressed in palm tree oceans,
soft kisses healing wounds of your bronze skin.

I knock at your walls of your soft pink,
cherry has finally ripened,
the sky preaches white trail,
intoxicating wine segue acid rain,
now our love asleep like breathless armies.

summer cling to the anniversary death camp,
poolside conversations sits in light,
strife your fingers in mine, marry in Naboo,

little Gothic cherubs sky diving in lies,
two limbs grasping in intimate rocket dive,
uh-uh, I scream to be soaked in your brown eyes,
Shrimpy love, grey nirvana,
I see no screeching reprise to our tedious fights,
mind over matter darling,
head collision to **** a dear without headlights.

fall back for another night,
rest your head on my sunken shoulder,
let the fault lines collapse,
the sun burn itself to darkness,
this hour, infinite to budge us.

You’re just a teen.
You must have fun.
I party after my exams.
And there trouble find itself
A new, exiting feeling
I found out I can kiss a stranger in a bathroom

And while pinned against that wall
I forget what waits for me at home
My boyfriend of three years
Would I be kissing someone else if I felt love for him?
Would I look at every other boy and try to act attractive?

A cheater is a liar. I guess I am a liar.
But when texting him “I don’t love you”,
I didn’t lie. I didn’t hesitate. I knew that I was doing right.

Three nights would pass and memories of him would flood my head, him kissing me. Me cherishing existence. I wonder late at night “Was it all love or boredom of existence?”

Close your eyes
And maybe you’ll see
How much I love you
And all these words come from me

You are sweeter than all the pies
That I've ever had in my life
And I can't help but stare
Because everyone else to me is just a glare

And when I see you, my heart stops
I see you and your pretty eyes
And I just want to show you that I love you lots
So I just want to call you mine

When I talk to you, it feels as if millions of watts
Electricity is flowing through me
And when I feel your touch, I go stiff
I know I may have a D in some of my classes, but that doesn't mean I'm dumb

Because I can see that you're into me
Maybe not as much as I am into you
But that doesn't matter
Because if you give me a chance

I can form your love for me like batter
As soon as I saw you, I knew I had to advance
Or else someone else would have you
And I was just wondering, perchance

If you want to go out with me sometime
Because all I want to do is make you mine
And I know you can buy my love for a dime
But it feels different this time

And right now I'm trying to express how I feel
But it's really hard
Because there is no word for how this
And I usually have to keep my guard up

But with you, I feel safe
And usually with others, I would just discard
These feelings because they would never love me
But I feel different when it comes to you

I try, try, and try to throw these feelings away
But I can't
When I speak with you, I don’t feel dismay
I feel happy

Even when everything seems grey
You somehow seem to be able to put color in my day.
And when I see you, I can't seem to close my eyes
To shield myself from your blinding rays

I don't know why you make me feel this way
I want to be with you for the rest of my days
So every day I pray
That you will be there with me

For the rest of the way
For this game called life
Because if I had you, I would win
No need to play the rest of it

Because I’ll have everything I ever needed
Wise men say
Only fools rush in
I guess I’m one of those fools

Because I would do anything for you
And you can use me like a box of tools
I wouldn't care
Because I just want to be with you

And when I'm without you
It feels like I'm caught in a snare
I feel like I can't breathe
And as if I'm about to die, I reach out for help

And I grab onto anything I can
And that's how I fell for you
Because with you, I can't breathe
But it's not because of some trap

It's because I love you
It’s different from others
I feel unsafe and uncomfortable with them
But when I hug you

I feel safe and like I could tell you anything
I trust you
And because of this, I guess I'm a fool
I asked you to trust me

But now I'm going to trust you
I will close my eyes
And let you do what you wish
I trust you to do the right thing

And I’ll never hate you
Even if you were to try to **** me
So I hope you feel the same
I hope you can trust me like I trust you

Because if not
I’ve done something wrong
And I will always try
To prove myself to you

So that one day
You will love me like I love you.