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envydean Sep 2015
He’s screaming your name
In the middle of the night
You run down the hall
Ready for a fight

Your gun is drawn
And you crash through the door
Your bare feet are cold
On the old hard oak floor

He’s tumbling and turning
And can’t keep still
The nightmares plaguing him
Of those he’s had to ****

He’s tangling himself within the sheets
So you step forward, put your gun away
Your expression drops, just like your guard
Just for a moment you watch and stay

After a while
The nightmare seems to settle
You return to your room
Legs resting against the bedframe’s cold metal
Based on a scene in Supernatural Season 10, written in Sam's perspective :)
Her heart is made of something
that is not of this world,
perhaps-
it is supernatural with special powers,
because even though
she's been hurt so many times,
she continues to love
wholeheartedly.
envydean Aug 2015
He’s just a little boy
With a broken soul
With only a brother to fix him
Take this as Sam or Dean :)
Aleks Jul 2015
Soft and quiet beyond the shore
We leave our voices in the sand behind us.
Heavy! The waves still come.
Diminishing shortly after they hit their peaks
You speak of the meaning within the stars
Drifting deeper into the dark
Slow! The feeling is fleeting
Growing lethargic under the surface
I drag heavy claws across your hands
Awake! The sea is gone
As are you
since long before
at a crossroads
something has been missing
After how many voyages together
I still don't know
why you went
without me
this is honestly just old fandom garbage im sorry
envydean Jul 2015
Surrounded by darkness
Death, despair and pain
Instruments of torture
Ways to make you hurt
And never think again

Then there’s a light
Something bright in the distance
Enclosed in a safe embrace
Darkness as unconsciousness ensues
Bringing him back into existence

Consciousness regains and he’s back into darkness
Scratching at the wooden surround
Nothing but a lighter to see
That he’s six foot under
And needs to get out of the ground

Fingertips beak the surface
Reaching up to the mid-morning sun
***** hands and a dirt face appear
He stands and looks around
The only thing missing is his gun

Making a trek to the nearest place
Shirt strapped firm around his hips
He finds a small shop
Grabs a bottle of water
Nicks a magazine and a bag of chips

A crash and a bang
Shattering glass
A sound so loud
He’s covering his ears
Thinking how long this will last

For an angel is calling
To his sisters and brothers
That Dean Winchester has been saved
The Righteous Man has been earthbound
Out to save the rest of the others.
written for my July Blog of the Month Winner @deanisaved on Tumblr :)
Misha Kroon Jun 2015
I'll hold you when you're sad,
And then I'll cry myself to sleep,
I know you'll never stay the night with me,
I know you'll never care enough to stay.

It not like I even feel a thing for you,
I don't have a heart,
I s'pose Hell and Purgatory,
Ripped it from my chest.

I'm going to tell you the truth,
What I should've said from the beginning,
My heart is so full of ghosts,
I'm not sure if it can love.

I love and lost too many times,
I'm not sure if I can add a another loss.
I think I loved you from the beginning.
I think its always been in my heart.

You told me once that you stayed one step ahead,
Just to protect me.
I'm trying to protect myself.
I'm not sure if I can handle you leaving me every night.

If I chose to love you,
You'd have to stay every night,
And hold me together,
Touch the pain away.

My heart is filled with ghosts,
I'm not sure if it can love.
But you have a small place in my heart,
That even death cannot replace.
Originally supposed to be a Supernatural fan-poem, about Destiel... But reading over it now I still kinda like it, and if you take all the references as symbolic rather than literal it works :3
I'll name it at some point...
envydean Jun 2015
Dear Sammy,
This darkness inside me
It'll **** me soon
I don't want you
To see it
Take over me
To bare the weight
That maybe
You could have saved me
But I can't even
Save myself.

Dear Sammy,
I don't want to leave
But I have to
You're better off
Without me
There's so much
You can do
You can save the world
But you can't save me
Not if I can't
Even save myself.
Kinda spoilerish for S10, but whatever
epictails Jun 2015
There came three odd women of Warwick
Who cried noiselessly, who had no voice to speak
Rose from their beds in the afternoon, weak
Goes on to watch walking strangers from a wall leak

At midnight in June, eyes cracked open and wide
Beneath the pale moonlight they creep and hide
Sheathed, shiny hawklike daggers on each side
On what begins their prayer to the great divide

Down on their knees, with red satin robes sweeping the floor
Seven lit white candles on a circle as one opens the door
Breaking the whispered hour, came an unspeakable horror
The three women, as a chorus, yelped an otherworldly roar

The town, the people, what do they know?
For as they slept as thoroughly like summer to snow
Soon they'd awake only to be invaded with hateful woe
For the three ladies left Warwick in dusk
eternally without the great big yellow
Tangerine Jun 2015
𝒪𝒽, 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒶 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉.
𝐼 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹...
𝑀𝓎 𝒽𝓊𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇, 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝒽 𝒾𝓉'𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝒷𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉,
𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒻𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝓊𝓃𝒹𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓉.
envydean Jun 2015
There's only so much a man can take
Before he burns out and starts to break;
Some turn, try to live with it,
Some might end up in the pit.

Sam however,
Is as strong as ever;
For Sam is a man who's tough,
Even when the going gets rough.

He tries his best to keep it together,
Not just for him but also his brother;
He withstood the pit for as long as he could,
Taking on more than a man should.

Sam is as strong as ever;
Staying tough for he and his brother.
Written for @toughsam on Tumblr. She won my Blog of the Month :)
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