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LeaveThisLife Sep 2014
Your memories creep back into my mind
Their persistence is unyielding
Not a single day has passed that I don't think about you
I'm drowning in the lack of your presence
This longing for you wont go away
This unsatisfying, empty feeling
But I'm only trapping myself
Its time that I crawl out of this darkness
Open my eyes to the light
Stop hiding behind superficial happiness
Because I lack the real thing
I don't feel anything
I'm completely isolated
I stray away from everyone
Including myself
I don't even know who I am anymore
If I even am someone
If I ever was someone
Josh Sep 2014
In these moments she shatters her past like glass. Today she is miles from her visions of grandeur and grandmas home cooking. But, beneath the shade of her plastic sun, she chars her soul with self-doubt. Some would say she is more honest now, truer than she ever was before.
carololololo Sep 2014
Sometimes I feel depressed and exhausted
Not because it's been a hard day
Or because something is bothering me
No, most of the time I don't know the reason
Most of the time there's no reason
It's like when I feel something it seems so superficial
It's like it's not real
I can't feel it in my stomach
It's like there's a seal
It blocks all emotions
Even the good ones
It's like I'm emotionless
Where's the excitement
The nervous reck that ones was there
Am I too relaxed
Why am I scared
Where are all the answers to my questions
Answer me, please
Answer me
carololololo Sep 2014
People that are fake
care about your opinion
every minute they're awake
they talk down to you
try to make you the bate
no i don't care if you hate me
for gods sake
they can see that you're strong
that they cannot take
i kind of feel sorry
for the people that are fake
Meenu Syriac Sep 2014
What do you see, old man, sitting alone by the fire?
Heartless world of scorn and hurt , treasuring hate like a philosopher's stone.
Judgment passed, greybeard by the road,
Must be a thief, waiting for the night to dawn.

His sunken eyes know the way into the dark
As evil forbearing comes with the folds in his hand
Wrinkles on his face, countless tales to recount
How he crept thru the darkness, still and quietly,
And watched as the baby cried with fear.

How shallow this world, with its looks and half learnt lessons,
The old man by the fire, his tales of a world so far from this.
Child, learner, lover and father
His sunken eyes reveal the times he's forgiven with a heart, so grand.
With his very hands, he's cared and worked for the ones he loved
His wrinkles recount tales of a life well served.

But now, he sits, alone by the fire,
Disowned, refused,
Unwanted, forgotten.
Caught up in the web of the world,
Buried in the sands of time.
Cayla frazier Aug 2014
Before I speak, you have already tore
me down.
Whether its my clothes, that are worn
and old.
Eyes glancing to my tattoos, calling me
trash in your mind.
Finally my looks, overweight and plain,
far from the standards that you hold.
I am more than what you see..but with
every glance, a piece of who I am shatters.
Ivy Mukherjee Aug 2014
How can you possibly lay down
When your scars don't heal ...

Yet your never-ending try
And limitless oinment
Makes thing superficial .

But , as they say ..
        
"Time heals everything .....
..... Almost ."
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