I've lived an ordinary life
I have never accomplished anything grand
I havnt climbed a mountain or seen the northern lights
I've never discovered land untouched by man
I've never gotten to walk the great wall of China or seen the pyramids of Egypt.
But in those moments laying in your bed, feeling the way you body fills with air while you sleep in my arms I know what extraordinary feels like.
I've had the joy of gazing into your eyes in those moments before they close as our lips inch closer and closer with every beat of our entangled hearts.
I've gotten to see your smile illuminate an entire world.
My world became as bright as the sunflowers you held in the hands that I grasp in fear of letting you slip through my fingers.
Because of you Gabrielle my ordinary life has been touched by the extraordinary and I have felt love pounding in my chest praying it could soar across the sky. Writing you name across every cloud.
I have felt the magical wonder of beauty that refuses to stay quiet. Whispering your beauty to every star that has the audacity to try and outshine you.
And what more can the ordinary ask for than a touch of the extraordinary.

I reminisce a simpler time.
I listen to Lana Del Rey past midnight as if it's 2013 again,
pretending her graphic imagery is my actual life
while I search for my exes on google since they don't use Facebook,
wondering what ever became of them.
Is my high school sweetheart happy he got married and had a family with someone that wasn't me?
Did my college boyfriend ever snap out of his depression and regret breaking up with me in the middle of the night at his Boston apartment leaving me to wander the streets aimlessly until the sun rose above the city skyline?
As much as I crave answers, unfortunately my google trail runs cold.
If I had blinked twice, would my life had turned out that differently?
And if it had, would I even want to be me?

Life is just an empty Dream,
Things are not really what they seem full of ups and downs , after each fall in life there is a rise after each battle there is a price.... Life is full of stress and mess tension leads to sleeplessness ... Sometimes I sit down and ask myself when will all this madness cease where is free time where is peace ... In life you have to Aspire in order to be able to aquire the desire you admire do not retire always Refire

Relasyon natin na akala ng lahat ay perpekto
Unti unti ng gumuguho
Sinasabi **** mahal mo pa ako
Ngunit parang hindi kana sigurado

“Bahala na”
Katagang ayokong sabihin ngunit sang ayon ang tadhana
“Itigil na”
Wala ng patutunguhan pa

Mga matang dati’y ako lamang ang nakikita
Ngunit atensyon ngayo’y nasa iba
Siguro oras na para sumuko
Wag ng hintayin na may kasama ng bago

Masakit man para saakin
Kailangan ko ng bumitaw sa pag iibigan natin
Masyado ng komplekado
Hindi sang ayon saatin ang mundo

Sana’y sa susunod na magkita ang ating mga mata
Makita ko na ulit ang sayang dati’y sakin mo lamang nadarama
Patawad aking sinta
Ngunit hindi kona dama ang saya