I'm tired
Of people
Friends that complain about their true friends
I can't be friends with all of you
Simply because you show none back
To value someone at a higher state
Hurts you at any rate
To treat you special
Even if it's all at the same level
I should be a quiet ******
At least interactions would further interest me
I'm tired of unanswered text
Or accommodating to your standards
I could be the one that make you laugh
But you want that ******* over there to do it
Not me
Why
Because I'm not him
Hey I'm a funny *******
I just gave a minor coin value
Me and old abe
Either way the penny is still earned or saved
I dislike how you cry every day he is gone
Don't get me wrong I understand you miss him
No I've never been in love
I guess I won't understand
I won't understand how to hold certain people over others regardless of the binding situations we are put in
I won't understand that loving everything and everybody for what they are is so **** hard
On the other hand it is a contradiction
A hypocritical statement
Because at the end if the day
When living good noble and kind is a dangerous way to live
That means I'm a badass
But why value all as a million bucks
When you just a penny of a dollar
© Matthew Marquis Xavier Donald
- My loving apparatus