im okay with someday
someday means maybe
maybe one more kiss
another hug
less tears
maybe there will be
us again

but

someday can also be
forever

not never,
but forever waiting
hoping
holding on to something
that has long since passed

someday can be
forgotten
being alone and hopeless
being in love with the wrong person

someday can be me
getting married
having kids
a career
a life
but stumbling across
the facebook page
of a boy i still love
and forever knowing
what could have been

someday is never quite moving on
someday is being halfway satisfied
someday is better than never

but it still hurts

I loved the way life got us together
Sudden and unprepared, stranger hearts met
Even if there isn't eternity or forever
To keep you and what's left of you, I'll bet
Even if I lose the gamble, I'll stay a believer
Of good things and feelings even in death
My appreciation can't be written in a letter
And this appreciation is my forever debt

I loved the way life took you away
Sickness affects and infects, painful torture
The world became cold, night and day
Sadness waits for frown like a vulture
But I know there's a place far away
When we will both meet in the future
A place cold like December, they say
A place warm like embrace, someday

Give me a place to put myself
I await on a storefront shelf
Give me a sole to lace with mine
The one for whom my heart doth pine

I miss the face that I know not
I'm blue like a forget-me-not
Just thinking about you
Wondering what you do

I love your eyes
Your hand in mine
I hate our goodbyes
And waiting for signs

You are a vine, and I am your rose
Loving you wholely, right down to my toes

I don't know who you are
But you cannot be far
I will know you someday
At least, that's what I pray

What if I
Was just a girl
An innocent thing
Golden hair
In streaming ringlets
Everything that you think
When you think of that girl
That perfect girl
So quiet and demure
Yet so full of life
Why
If I was just a girl
I think I'd go
Away
To
Die