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BEEZEE Aug 23
The baskets spill, the piles are high,
unfolded truths that will not lie.
A basement door is pressed and bound,
with secrets clothed but never found.

I sort the fabric, piece by piece,
for some bring pain, and some bring peace.
The child I was still leaves her mark,
a tender seam, a hidden spark.

The motherโ€™s cold, the lineage torn,
old stains of those who came before.
Yet in my hands I choose what stays,
what must be washed, what Iโ€™ll erase.

Each folded shirt, each garment worn,
a burden shed, a self reborn.
And through this work I come to see:
not every thread belongs to me.
Apart of the dream series.
One where I encounter my aunts house, where laundry over flows. A door to the basement open and packed with laundry needing sorted, no way to descend down.
BEEZEE Jul 23
An abandoned cathedral
where I drag my soul to repent for my
๐™‹๐™š๐™ง๐™ซ๐™š๐™ง๐™จ๐™ž๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™จ.
A lady appears in a wedding gown-
I feel like I am ๐™ฅ๐™ช๐™ง๐™š again.
Her dress turns ๐™ง๐™š๐™™. She turns her headโ€”
and wicked reads her eyes.
I face my fear and go too near to find thatย sheโ€™s gone ๐™ฌ๐™ž๐™ก๐™™.
She disappears and then appears a punyย ย ๐™จ๐™๐™–๐™™๐™ค๐™ฌ-๐™™๐™ค๐™ก๐™ก.
It chases me, I trip, I fall, they drag me to a hall.

โ€œ๐˜•๐˜ฐ! ๐˜”๐˜บ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด!โ€

I wake up-
deep breath & sweat.
I wonder of what it meantโ€ฆ
To dream of
๐™ข๐™ฎ ๐™ง๐™š๐™ฅ๐™š๐™ฃ๐™ฉ.
This poem came from a dream โ€” part confession, part confrontation.
Vazago d Vile Jul 16
You can hold me โ€”
but only with open hands.

You can call me โ€”
but only with a voice soft enough
to leave my name free in the wind.

Control once broke me.
Chains once fooled me.
But Iโ€™ve rebuilt my soul
with scorched truth
and stubborn fire.

So trap me again, if you must โ€”
but only with love.
Only with warmth.
Only with the kind of touch
that frees
while holding tight.

Because I will never kneel
to anything less
than love.
Not all cages have bars. Some are built from guilt, silence, and routines that wear you down. But I broke that shell. If Iโ€™m ever caught again, it wonโ€™t be by fear or control โ€” itโ€™ll be by love. And only love.
Vazago d Vile Jul 16
I stood still,
not because Iโ€™m weak,
but because I thought
you needed somewhere safe
to swing your pain.

You said I was your punchingball โ€”
and smiled,
as if the truth was something
I should be proud to carry.
As if bruises count as love
when they come from you.

But I bleed in silence,
and you donโ€™t see the cuts
because they donโ€™t show
on skin.

They show in
numb mornings,
tight throats,
quiet yeses.

You still think
I stay because I canโ€™t leave.
But I stay
because I choose to.

Donโ€™t make that choice
feel like a mistake.
A poem about the silent role many take on โ€” becoming someoneโ€™s emotional punching bag out of love. Itโ€™s about endurance, awareness, and reclaiming self-worth. Raw, honest, and laced with quiet rebellion.
Vazago d Vile Jul 15
My freedom came
when I stopped reflecting myself โ€”
and started seeing the mirror.

Not to judge.
Not to fit in.
But to face the gaze
no one else dares to hold.

What you see
is what you want.
Not necessarily whatโ€™s true.

But look deep โ€”
deep into the eyes of the mirror.
Insideโ€ฆ is truth.
Not the kind you polish.
Not the kind you sell.
Only the kind you carry โ€”
or burn from denying.

Socrates whispered:

โ€œDo you know who you are?โ€
Lucifer answered:
โ€œNow he does.โ€

And I smiled.
Not because I liked what I saw,
but because I finally dared to see it.
We fear the mirror not because it lies,
but because it shows what weโ€™ve tried to forget.
This piece is for those who are done with pretending.
Light isnโ€™t always pretty.
Sometimes, it looks like Lucifer.
Bowedbranches Jun 2024
Channel 2

Nightly News

Who even knows anymore?


The clink of dishes


Disarray


Discussions a-bout dynamite


Likely to tear my hair out


It's fair to say I'd scare


my younger self


Wouldn't recognize,


or even know how to reply


to the sight of things


Paranoia creepin' in


Might have to do with,


all that research I been readin'


Either tricks are being played


Or something is amiss
in the way you treat me...
I'm neither the mirror nor the reflection
I'm neither the presence nor the absence  
I'm neither the fool nor the sage
I'm neither the seeker nor the finder
and
I'm neither the sky nor the cage

I am someone I haven't been
since
I am somewhere in between and something unseen
But if I do know a thing
is that
I am sewing what I am with the not's that I keep clean
Tell me,
How do you walk
With all of that pain?

You move on this earth
Steady, going
For so long now
That you believe
This is
A part of you.

๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ข ๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ.

It sits, quietly
Draining your will,
Your connection.

๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ข ๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ.

It sits, numbing
Out feelings,
Causing friction.

๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ข ๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ.

It sits, waiting
For your eviction.

๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ข ๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ.

So locate it, banish it.
I promise you, I swear
Oh, precious one,

You'll find that ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช'๐™ง๐™š ๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™ก๐™ก ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ง๐™š.

โ–ช๏ธŽ mica light โ–ช๏ธŽ
Your trauma is not you, but in your mind.
So work that **** and love what's left behind.
Hiding. She's
Trying. I keep her
Confined.

Sleeping. She's
Weeping. She screams out her
Cries.

Falling. She's
Calling. There's pain in her
Eyes.

Dormant. She's
Latent. She feels
Paralyzed.

Shifting. She's
Drifting. But I keep her
Inside.

Uneasy. She's
Queasy. Yet I
Minimize.

Refracted. She's
Lasted. She cant be
Denied.

Bleeding. She's
Seeking. To be
Recognized.

Unwitting. I'm
Splitting. I say my
Goodbyes.

Heating. It's
Fleeting. My old peace of
Mind.

Conquered. I'm
Anchored. I'm treading
Neck-high.

Drowning. Heart
Pounding. My sight going
Blind.

Vehement. Not
Present. I am losing my
Pride.

Engaging. I'm
Raging. She's loud from
Inside.

Neurotic. I'm
seasick. From pain left
Behind.

Messy. We're
Heavy. There's blood on our
Lies.

Damage. I
Manage. This fall from up
High.

Numbness. Crave
Oneness. This banal state,
Mine.

Transgressing. Keep
shedding. And I'll find her
Smile.

Uplifting. Deep
Thinking. I tame what is
Wild.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  Releasing and healing
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ย ย My own inner-child.

ย ย ย ย ย ย 
โ˜ผ Mica Light
Sometimes she comes gently. Sometimes she comes with force.

Vehement: marked by extreme intensity of emotions or convictions; inclined to react violently; fervid
Banal: obvious and dull; repeated too often; overfamiliar through overuse
Splitting: a commonly used defense mechanism for people with BPD that is done subconsciously in an attempt to protect against intense negative feelings such as loneliness, abandonment and isolation; sees in 'black and white'; no 'grey area'
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