I don't look at myself in the mirror
All I see is who I hate but clearer
If I really hone my on my flaws,
I rip myself up with no pause
So much hatred lives inside me
It swallows me up like the sea
Still, it leaves me with the pain
That I will relive all over again
Leaving unhealed wounds that scar
Wounds that burn hot like the stars
I wrote this many years ago . Glad I no longer feel this way.