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k e i Jul 2020
you made me believe in love a g a i n,
despite all of the danger lethally submerged in the bottom waiting to resurface,
despite my movements of cautionary measure in this dance for two,
despite the clear tell-tale warnings

you made me believe in love;

only to prove all the impending signs of doom
and my doubts right
only to have made a fool of myself
and develop a surreal hatred over it

only to serve as a reminder-
that i'm not cut out
for silly little intimacies,
called love
G A Lopez Jul 2020
Halika't dumako tayo —
Uunahan na kita — hindi ito isang paraiso
Ito ay lugar kung saan maraming hindi natupad na pangako
Lugar kung saan maraming iniwan, sinaktan at pinangakuan —

Ngunit sa huli, hindi rin pala kayang panagutan.
Natanaw ko mula sa labas ang malakas na pagbuhos ng ulan
Narito ako sa loob ng isang silid na hindi ko maipaliwanag kung papaanong ako'y napunta dito
Napatingin ako sa paligid at mga taong narito

Lahat sila'y nakaitim katulad ng suot kong bestida
Marami sa kanila'y nakatingin mula sa bintana
Nakatayo lamang ako sa gitna
May isang babaeng nasa harap ng pintuan na animo'y may sasalubunging bisita.

Lumapit ako ng kaunti at tama nga!
Abot tenga ang kaniyang ngiti habang sinasalubong ang taong hinihintay niya
Kitang kita sa mga mata ng dalawang taong ito na mahal nila ang isa't isa
Siguro'y naghintay ng kay tagal na panahon ang dalaga upang masilayan muli ang mahal niya — tuluyan na silang
umalis bitbit ang kanilang ala-ala.

Napansin ko kanina ang pag-iba ng kaniyang suot na damit
Na dati ay kulay itim ngayo'y kulay puti.
Mabuti pa sila'y parehong nakapaghintay
Iyong ibang naririto ay magpahanggang ngayon ay wala pa ring mahintay—

May naghahanda na para sa panibago, may sumuko na at nawalan ng pag-asa,  may tanggap na at handa ng magparaya, at syempre mayroon pa ring mga taong umaasa at naniniwala.


Kanina'y nagtataka ako kung bakit ako nandito,
hindi ko alam na kabilang pala ako sa mga taong pinangakuan ngunit hindi kayang panagutan
Kabilang pala ako sa mga taong umaasa at naniniwala
kahit napakaimposible at sobrang labo na

Lumapit sa akin ang isang lalake na tantya ko'y kaedad ko lamang
Isa rin pala siya sa mga taong "tanggap na at handa ng magparaya"
Tinanong niya kung pwede daw ba siyang makipagkaibigan
Mabilis lamang niyang nakuha ang aking atensyon at mula no'n —

sinabi ko sa aking sarili, handa na akong maniwala at magmahal muli

Ngayong kami'y handa na upang magpalaam sa aming mga nakasama
Malapit na kami mula sa pintuan habang magkahawak kamay at nakangiti sa isa't isa
Sabay ang paghakbang ng aming mga paa
Sabay din naming naririnig ang malakas na pagtibok ng aming puso dulot ng kaba

Sa malayo, natanaw ko ang isang lalakeng may hawak na bulaklak at panyo
Biglang tumigil ng saglit ang pagtibok ng aking puso,
at tumigil ang paggalaw ng aking relo.
Napahigpit ang hawak niya sa akin habang ako'y naguguluhan sa aking damdamin.

Narito ngayon sa harap ko
— ang lalakeng hinintay ko ng taon
Iniabot niya sa akin ang bulaklak at panyo
Aalis na sana siya ngunit mabilis kong binitawan ang kamay na hawak ko
at hinigit ko ang kaniyang suot na polo

Humarap siya at inalis niya ng dahan dahan ang kamay ko sabay sabing,
"Patawarin mo sana ako dahil pinaghintay kita ng mas matagal kaysa sa ipinangako ko. Dumating pa rin ako kahit na alam kong maaaring nakatagpo ka na ng ibang magmamahal sa iyo. Ayos lang ako 'wag kang mag-alala maging masaya sana kayong dalawa."

Akala ko'y handa na ako para sa "panibago" ngunit heto ako,
Ako naman ngayon ang hindi tutupad sa pangako
Ako naman ngayon ang bibitiw sa mga hawak ng taong akala ko'y mahal ko
Ako naman ngayon ang mananakit ngunit hindi ito ang intensyon ko

Babalik na muli siya sa lugar na minsan kaming nagkasama
Sana'y sinigurado muna ang nararamdaman kung tunay ba
Lumipat ako sa ibang lugar suot ang aking itim na bestida
Ngunit hindi na siya ang kasama

Lugar kung saan may nangako ngunit hindi tinotoo
Lugar kung saan maraming walang kwentang tao na nagbitiw ng walang kwentang pangako.
wala akong jowa nagffeeling lang 😂✌
Para 'to sa mga taong mahilig magbitiw ng pangako pero hindi naman marunong tumupad at mga taong pinangakuan pero hindi naman marunong maghintay.
Elaine Yu Jul 2020
What can I promise
The rain out of the window
Or the cloud in the sky

What can I promise
The beauty of a flower
Or the firework at night

They all come and go
Leave my dream alone
All I can promise is
God's eternal love
For what I have felt
The serenity and joy
Unlike others
He comes and never say bye
Fifehanmi Jul 2020
Don't give me all of you
Just give me half of you

Don't build me an empire
Just let me stay by your side

Don't promise me forever
Just promise me this moment.
When would the time come
When you'd be finally on time
When I won't need to wait
When you would already be there when I came..

I hope you value time as much as I do
Coz we don't know when we'll die, that's true
Please keep and do your promise
Or I might as well forget you even did

Can you really keep and do it?
Or are those just words to assure me?
Are you really ready to commit with it?
Coz if you can't please tell me

I don't know if I should still hope for you
I want to believe you, please I really do
But you've made me wait and sometimes even stood me up
Now I don't really know if there's nothing up..
Carlo C Gomez Sep 2020
A lasting kiss
spoils the poison apple

A smile of obligation
and it's off to the chapel

A tale of sexes and sevens
around the campfire

Years of bitter indifference
collapse in on the walls
of desire

Happily ever after
Is a magical kingdom crime

Abiding commitment
On the other hand
Is an attainable climb
writteninribon Jul 2020
to all the things i told you.
to all the things i could've told you.
to all the the things i wish to tell you.
man, rereading past conversations are hard. you're reminded of all the promises that are never fulfilled. so much for never leaving me again and never hurting me and loving me through ups and downs, eh?
Seán Mac Falls Jun 2020
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High atop shining mountains,
Where Gods glint as they spy
On wanting mortals, cast in heat
And toil, in heavens that are always
Basked by sun and days of grape,
That flow from the endless pour
Of golden casks, give mirth to always
Blue veins as they revel in mighty
Perfection and beauty, enameled
With imperishable face and statuary
Form, who thunder above feathery
Cloud, rumbling beyond all earthly
Ken and dream— in these heavens,
Is there myth only of desire?

Or do they yearn in cradle sleep,
As all those landed babes in need
Of mercies and fable, do gods shape
Subtle creations with the music of love,
Of blood in a touch, of dawn and hope
In the flowering of family and learning?
Can the gleaming child ever know needs
As they are met, held by eyes and lip,
The windy caress of kiss and nod
And rarest time as it wanes?

On radiant, fabled Olympus, where
Eagles, golden in the sun, only rake
The rims of Elysium as they song glide
So effortlessly, unlike the perilous, shy,
Wandering tribes basely set so far below,
The sun clad Titans home eternal, who always
Are held, perpetual in ever engulf of skies, rest
Starry, in their sparkling, immortal cloaks
Of milky cosmos and ambrosial aethers.

Above the murmuring clamours
Of the under strays and dogs of plain
And sea, do chose children of light ever
Quake or shudder in awe, never moved,
Or are they but wielders of storm and fierce
Lightning strikes, burnishing in judgement flame,
Never to be struck by leaves that come in fires of autumn,
Such monumental peace in a seasons turn, the simple joinings,
Of lovers, by a hearth, by a road, by rush of mountain streams?
In high heavens do even the Gods not dream
Of deep, down, sole earthly pleasures?
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angelique Jun 2020
The sun, it strays in
Although
It doesn't stay in
Pooling in little dapples
Of invisible white

Pauses
Cavorts in candlelight
Slips under an
Angular promise
A coveted whisper

Then melts to mauve
Drips out of blackened-skies

Oh Love, she's arrived
Once at last
She's lying by your side
You turn over to face her

Only you're dreaming
For she's gone
It's like she was
Never There

She whispers in flattery
She's fluent in heartache
A soothing bite of regret
Raw-edged and untwined

You're sure she's called something else
'Cause she drives you insane
How you wish she wasn't nameless
How you wish you knew her name

So you call her Love
Floating cadenza
Can't capture her on camer-a
Write about her in prose
Ether-born,
Out of some gorgeous unknown
And forever onwards
You'll wonder why she
Had to leave
Why she
Had to go
if this doesnt make sense. love doesnt make sense to me either
N Jun 2020
You
Today I miss you
despite every promise I
swore to my fragile heart—

I saw you in a dream and
I was finally happy again

When I awoke your voice
was still stuck in my ear,
but your loving hand
had let go of mine
long ago
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