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Mikaila Jun 2014
There was a moment, on that last day, when we were playing with the dogs in my living room,
When everything just froze for a moment,
Me on one side and you on the other,
And I saw your eyes,
And just for that second we both knew
That everything was about to be over.
And after it passed we denied it-
Went on with our goodbyes and our see-you-later's,
But neither of us felt really right about it.
Something had happened.
I saw you decide.
I saw you decide to leave me.
And you didn't even know you'd decided yet.
But part of me knew.
In that one moment, we
Both of us
Honestly knew that you were going to run away.
But still, somehow, we were both so devastated
When you did.
I miss you so much
And I doubt
you truly understand
You course through my veins
When I look in the mirror
Who do I see but you?
In my hair, mannerisms and attitude
Most of my family
Doesn't even like you
Or they have a cynical attitude towards you
Its hard not to be rude
But somehow I manage not to
These things you go through
You shouldn't have to
At least not alone
I keep finding myself
With a man
Trying to replace you
But no one can hold a candle
To my father
Missing you fuels my fear
Fear fuels nightmares
Nightmares of you
And your demise
They even strike during the day
By the time its over
Everything is blurry from my eyes
Its driving me crazy
Please don't make goodbye
The first thing I have to say next time I see you.

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