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Pax 1d
has
two
hearts.
this one is a a double-edged sword.

i was having a conversation with one of my friends, he said his loyal to his wife yet he has a mistress here. so this though comes in mind. relationship is really indeed complex, like now there is a throuple, open relatioship and etc... so for me loyalty is for one, that is for sure. like i said before i don't like to share what's mine. i respect everyone's view in relationsip, that is why i never voice this out to my friend. because my matter is a different matter.
Pax May 13
Perhaps life outside the seascape of emotion
is worth trying to, just live & never expecting
high demand.

Perhaps life gets bitter when your
too alone for such a long time, it's like
You seek company but you never did.

Perhaps life outside writing are more
Challenging than the play of words,
Trying to dare the truth that never
Comes out.

Perhaps life gets busy on things that
didn't matter, you laze around and
listening to stories never your own.
Trying to pass time, like a passerby
Never staying, you just fade in the
background of things you wish
it's Yours...

Perhaps life outside my inspiration
I'm too forgiving, too passive, and
too sensitive that I never care for
Myself. I care too much on my own
Prison that I forgot to believe on myself.

I don't write like I used too,
because I care too less like
I used too...
i guess this is my life.
Pax Apr 16
I don’t want it that big,
swallowing it whole chokes you.
a sudden quote.
Pax Jan 29
only a few can see
appreciation of its beauty
unseen to most
to where it hides
its truth without a cost.
And how much is art really worth?
Pax Dec 2024
From all these years questioning why I am alone?  Now I can simply answer, it was a choice I made that never made sense since until I see I was behind all closed doors.
Happy new year my feelings and friends here....
Stay happy even alone...
Pax Dec 2024
Never blame me when it was your choice in the first place.
a quote.
Pax Dec 2024
I've been tickled
By reality
Laughing at
my lonesome life
My ugly truth to some, I think.
Yet I stop caring, me forever more...
Pax Dec 2024
i can never change what was  
i just move forward to what is
...
Pax Nov 2024
I should have sent my love letters to Cupid
And ask Destiny for the right time.
Yet stubborn as I am, I remain still…

Some loves are too shallow for me to dive into
So, I remain in the shoreline,
always testing the waters…
never got to dive deep....
Pax Nov 2024
You smelled the roses
used them till Withered
and toss aside
for a new one
All you did was
temporary love.

You like new,
Young and
Shiny
But then again
You get bored
And opt
for a new one.
All you did was
temporary love.

You sing songs
Of love and
Praises
Yet you avoid
pain and Fear
of Risking it all
All you ever did was
Temporary love.
.... it was supposed to be a song but i can't bring out the melody....
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