One decade and nine years. I still don't feel the difference in terms of maturity. Or maybe it could be counted in the number of sleepless nights being stressed over school work. Or the number of heartbreaks I've gone through.

I don't know. All i know is I've been feeling more sad and tired and it's starting to take its toll on me. Pretty soon I'll break down again, but for now I'll try to enjoy and relax on this one day. Here's to the future! Here's to the coming days of hellish preparation for a university - wide anticipated Christmas exhibit! Here's to good grades! Here's to turning 19!