2 am and i can't sleep
wide awake too tired to weep
funny how feelings
can make you weak
it's a long road, rough and steep
just hope i find the peace i seek.

people are so sweet and kind
if only they could help unwind
the tortured ropes within my mind
could help me break
the chains that bind
only God can help me find
bless'd release from this
pain which grinds

carrying a sack of stones
is no weight to bear alone
it will break my very bones
i want to cry, but will not groan
what I must do is clearly shown
i must be humble and atone.

i've got a message to be spread
been writing vanity instead
when all is done, all is said
when pretense is finally shed
is it truth or lies i've fed
my fire, in truth, is almost dead.

try and understand, my friends
no matter what the current trends
this path we're on
has trech'rous bends
the broad way winds
the narrow wends
but all paths DO have their END.

though i have been torn apart
it is time for a new start
strength comes from
the peaceful heart...


(c) soulsurvivor

A picture of you caught me off guard
It felt like a dream, this story of ours
The silence stretched, we drifted apart
And now, I am left with memories, maybe a farce

A picture of you caught me off guard
Looking at you, wondering what you looked like then
Details fade away, like an oft-seen postcard
And now, I am fighting to remember you, my friend

A picture of you caught me off guard
I had stored away, away from my heart
That sweet smile was like a noise, screeching and loud
And now, I lay in silence, yearning for a new start

Its been a while since i didnt got to do what i love
Time is passing and my habits got lost
I wonder how long do i still have to wait

Its true that i want a new life
It doesnt mean that ll drop the things i like

A new start is what i seek
But now that my routines has disappeared i realised how much i should had appreciated what i did

They all say after the storm comes the sunnydays
But i just cant no longer wait
I feel so helpless theres nothing i can do
What if after all this time no good news will come through

What will i then do?

Happy or angry nothing will change
im stuck in a ****** up place
Where theres no one i could relate to

Im sitting on my bed and the world outside is drifting away
I wonder if they can feel my pain
Imagination is all i got left my first and only friend.

If what im waiting for shall come true and a new start will be gained
The world can be sure that some things will never change

Words of Harfouchism